Uglytruthis
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Ugly Truth Is
http://uglyaspretty.wordpress.com/
Just a girl with a pen and dream to heal an ugly past. Writing is the very air that I breath. The very sanity of my mentality. No matter how ugly this unspoken truth may be, it is healing to the soul to express it. To let the ugly lessons grow into something beautiful. As this silence speaks.
LATEST ARTICLES ( 108 )
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Moving Forward
I am sick of playing these games Sick of this empty unyielding pain in my stomach Tired of exhausting myself trying to be someone I am not In need of life chang... Read more
Posted on 23 March 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Addicted
I really like this boy, but I really shouldn’t. I can not get him out of my mind. I know he is no good for me. I am addicted to things that are no good for me…... Read more
Posted on 19 March 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Poetic Soul
It is human nature to want a place to belong. I long so much to feel accepted where I am. I strive so much to be something in others eyes when my eyes can not... Read more
Posted on 17 March 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Estranged
I was emotionally, mentally and sexually abused up until the age of 19. Left with an empty void inside these cracks in my soul. I am ever lost in the nothingnes... Read more
Posted on 12 March 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
The Curse
There is nothing more mean and ugly in this world than to have a loving gift, a beautiful spirit, and a desire to give and share these things when there is no... Read more
Posted on 09 March 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
What Makes Someone Beautiful?
These memories are heavy in my heart… Ever playing in the back of my mind. So much shame I hold inside. I remember being drugged many a night. The night was... Read more
Posted on 07 March 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
The Bad & the Good
From a young age I had religion shoved down my throat. The bible was used to beat my head in and twist the daily rules of life into something that made no sence. Read more
Posted on 28 February 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Emotional Abuse
To Belittling someone and to be condescending are some of the stealth tactics of emotionally abuse. I would like to call this mental warfare. The... Read more
Posted on 25 February 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Art of Being Assertive
Growing up in a dysfunctional family comes with a warped perspective of communication. Lately I have found that by passively withholding how you feel, what you... Read more
Posted on 23 February 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Letter to the Broken and Abused
I can not addict away the past. The more I try to run away from it the more it comes back full circle. Emotions are left completely Numb. Read more
Posted on 08 February 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Make a Difference
The beauty within the survivors is so much greater than the evil that’s been inflicted on them.” Read more: Human Trafficking Organizations – How to Help Human... Read more
Posted on 05 February 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
This Storm of Me
Depression creates a little black cloud around your mind. It rains self-hate, neglect and loathing. When hate is present, there is no room for love to abound. Read more
Posted on 22 January 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Words Breath Poetry
When I woke up this morning I saw a little face Mild and meek Peeking through the cracks in her fingertips I can feel her weeping quietly in the darkness Wisper... Read more
Posted on 15 January 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Dissociative Idenity Disorder
I have DID (dissociative identity disorder) or in other words a coping mechanism of breaking apart parts of self/memories in order to survive trauma. Read more
Posted on 10 January 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Ugly Beautiful Change
A wise dear friend once told me “You are your own worst enemy”. By the end of this year I have completely ran myself ragged with strivings and depression. Read more
Posted on 01 January 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Silence and the Narcissist
Somewhere along the way I lost my voice It all started when I was in elementary school and choose to stop talking all together. There were two options,either... Read more
Posted on 24 December 2012 WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Toxic Relationships
What you surround yourself with is what you become. Truth be told, I had surrounded myself with the wrong crowd. My friends were emotionally negligent and reall... Read more
Posted on 22 December 2012 WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Silent Survivor
For some reason or other the words that need to be spoken do not seem to come together anymore. The letters pour out in discord, one after another. Read more
Posted on 21 December 2012 WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Empty Valley of Me
I have no more appetite for life. Food has lost its luster, and has been replaced with empty valleys of anxiety and fear. I have reverted back to a state of... Read more
Posted on 17 December 2012 WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Misconduct
Inappropriate behavior was all that I had known. Growing up I was surrounded by porn and lust. Perversion became the normality. I was embarrassed by the... Read more
Posted on 14 December 2012 WOMEN'S ISSUES