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Ugly Truth Is http://uglyaspretty.wordpress.com/
Just a girl with a pen and dream to heal an ugly past. Writing is the very air that I breath. The very sanity of my mentality. No matter how ugly this unspoken truth may be, it is healing to the soul to express it. To let the ugly lessons grow into something beautiful. As this silence speaks.

LATEST ARTICLES ( 108 )

Boundaries

Love does not abuse. Selfishness and control abuse.All I can feel is violation in my soul…Rotting rosesRusty thornsTry as I may, I can not purgue the feeling. Read more
Posted on 21 May 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES
Could It Be?

Victimization has been ruling her life since the days long ago she felt she lost all at the hands of those cruel men… Guilt drives us to the point were we feel... Read more
Posted on 17 May 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES
Letter From a Little Girl

Dear Mommy and Daddy,Why do you not love me. You are so self consumed you don’t even see me. I am left lonely and empty. To fight against the big world all by... Read more
Posted on 15 May 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES
Farewell Fear

Fear has controlled my life up to this point. Growing up in a dysfunctional home taught I had no choice but my choices would be made for me. If I was to say no... Read more
Posted on 13 May 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES
Lost Still

My body may be presentMy mind is yet still notIt is lostDistance is a safer place to hideEmpty eyesStair into the distanceFar awayThey do gazeLonging to... Read more
Posted on 10 May 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES
Child Within

Dear wounded daughter,You took all the blame for the things that you could never have changed. Daddy and mommy were so selfishly consumed with themselves that... Read more
Posted on 05 May 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES
Worst Enemy

Negative beliefs are haunting…You are a bad daughter…you broke up your parents/ There divorce was all your fault (said my old church pastors)You are a whore... Read more
Posted on 04 May 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES
Create Away

(Voiceless- acrylic painting from high school)PTSD memories are getting to be a bit overwhelming… Last night the thoughts of being in a bathroom with a lot of... Read more
Posted on 02 May 2013 CREATIVITY, SELF EXPRESSION
No Woe is Me

I have a bad case of victim mentality. Shakespeare himself would cry “woe is ME!!”Yes my father and lots of other men took advantage of my youth, and that was... Read more
Posted on 29 April 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES
Bang Bang!!!

His words are like bullets to the heartIt is distracting my inner peaceAs they ricochet in meHere are some logical reason why I should walk away: He was... Read more
Posted on 26 April 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES
Beautiful

survivor,you deserve so much more. As you beat yourself to dust just like the men before. You say you are not good enough for more. This idealism of true love d... Read more
Posted on 24 April 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES
Saturated

Went out with some friends last night and got really drunk. Got hit with a major panic attack in the bathroom and thought I was going to die. What do my... Read more
Posted on 19 April 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES
Poetic Regret

Anxiety overtakes rational thinking…Silence fills moments of crawling uneasiness inside. Feeling of being derailed linger still upon cold heart. No escape in... Read more
Posted on 16 April 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES
Angry Am I

ANGER I Can feel it rattling my bones!!! I HATE IT WHEN YOU TRY TO FIX ME!! WHEN YOU TELL ME WHAT TO DO WHEN YOU SCOLD AND JUDGEWHEN YOU CRITICISM AND BLAME WHE... Read more
Posted on 12 April 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES
Secret

I do not believe I have ever put this secret into a full sentence before. My father raped me…for years. Until we moved away at the age of 19. Read more
Posted on 09 April 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES
Addict

Recently I have gotten involved with a drug addict…He has made me feel awful about who I am. The bad feelings have turned worse. I have tried to drink away the... Read more
Posted on 04 April 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES
Addicted to the Addict

She wandered deep into the forest… off the dusty path leading to safety. Distracted by the memories, stolen by the time. The shadows close in around her,... Read more
Posted on 04 April 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES
Empty Me

This emptyness…I can not drown away my pain. This alcohol makes feeling go away. Easter is connected some really traumatic memories. I do not know how to... Read more
Posted on 31 March 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES
Heart Letter

Entangled in your web of lies is demise. These words rip through a lonely heart.Dear heart, You deserve better than playing these games. Than believing the... Read more
Posted on 29 March 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES
Fear Speaks

Gun shootsWindows shatteredCracks upon this empty soulLingeringBetweenConsuming me wholeCold and unyieldingNo room to breathStalking meBehind the clothes you... Read more
Posted on 25 March 2013 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

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