Uglytruthis
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Ugly Truth Is
http://uglyaspretty.wordpress.com/
Just a girl with a pen and dream to heal an ugly past. Writing is the very air that I breath. The very sanity of my mentality. No matter how ugly this unspoken truth may be, it is healing to the soul to express it. To let the ugly lessons grow into something beautiful. As this silence speaks.
LATEST ARTICLES ( 108 )
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Cleansing House
Recently I have had to face my biggest fear and it has changed my whole life. I got head lice, my biggest fear is bugs. Bugs in my head is a nightmare.We tried... Read more
Posted on 12 May 2015 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Bugapocolypt
My worst nightmare became a reality with the bug debacle of 15. It began with an infestation of lice. Which after the 3rd syrup wash and three weeks of combing... Read more
Posted on 27 March 2015 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Depression
I am bored of life I feel empty and restless Depression had taken over all the colors in my world I wander aimlessly and shop compulsively no more creativity I... Read more
Posted on 13 March 2015 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Anger Management
Well I am awaken again in the middle of the night by my neighbors television in sheer panic, except for this time instead of flight I woke up in fight mode. Read more
Posted on 19 February 2015 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Calming Panic
It is 11:30 at night and my neighbors loud television woke me up out of a sound sleep which is a very hard thing to do. Including the fact I sleep like a... Read more
Posted on 18 February 2015 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Shut Down
I feel so lonely It is all I can taste Ever since I went to work yesterday I got so bummed out that I completely shut down I have no more friends to distract... Read more
Posted on 10 February 2015 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Cival War
So it is two o’clock in the morning and I can’t sleep. My neighbors decide to play their television all night and it is very triggering not being able to escap... Read more
Posted on 30 January 2015 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Triggered
Today my neighbor was screaming on her phone and she screamed really sharply like someone had hurt her and it really triggered my post tramatic stress... Read more
Posted on 10 January 2015 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Smashed
Yesterday was a crazy day. When I got off work it was raining really hard. As I was making a turn around this narrow curve my car hydroplained into the curb.... Read more
Posted on 03 January 2015 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Letter to Heaven
God, I have never felt so depressed in my life, I sleep and find no peace or rest, I feel hopeless. I literally can not taste food, I have angry outbursts, ... Read more
Posted on 20 December 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Forgives & Gratitude
My neighbors have constant noise pollution under me. For some reason this makes me super triggered and filled with rage. I find most of my hate for my father.... Read more
Posted on 19 December 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Beautiful Mess
My life is a mess I feel so irritable and restless Depression is my closest friend Isolated Consumed by guilt God I feel you let me down I am so lost I have no... Read more
Posted on 15 December 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Explosion
So I have a neighbor who likes to play their television on Blast at all times of the day. I feel so angry today I exploded and beat on the wall and cussed….why... Read more
Posted on 14 December 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Drowning
My friends are emotionally dead going nowhere and dragging me into the grave with them It feels painful to let go The only comfort I know Familiar is such a saf... Read more
Posted on 12 December 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Insanity
Today I broke my new sewing machine, the first time I ever touched it…I always wanted to be a fashion designerI feel like my dreams are shattered on the floorI... Read more
Posted on 04 December 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Tastes Kind of Lonely
Last night I had a dream I was in my creepy old childhood house. The place where my mind goes for all of my nightmares. I remember someone whispering “I can se... Read more
Posted on 02 December 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Lost Child Syndrome
Isolation is a safe place I feel alone Locked behind these walls I created Hiding from myself Ashamed of who I am Feeling I do not belong anywhere lost child... Read more
Posted on 27 November 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Insomniac
God I feel so scared Insomnia Brings tears to my eyes Paralyzed in my bed The memories crawling in my head I feel so far away from you …where did you go? Read more
Posted on 17 November 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
Fairytale
As a little girl I lived in a fairy tale world In the real world no one loved her It was a lonely exists Lonely only child wandering the neighborhood at night N... Read more
Posted on 14 November 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES -
So Cold
World so coldHeart so coldNumb…it does not beat any longerNever to be lovedNever to feel againMurders of loveThey stole allJust a little girlUnable to giveNo... Read more
Posted on 02 November 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES