Hold me until my fears wash away
I am so cold inside
…silenced
I can feel guilt heavy on my chest. The insides of me feel bad. I try to hold it together on the outside. Try to keep myself looking together in a beautiful disarray. Ever striving to prove myself worthy of the love I feel I will never attain. The empty void within my soul longing to feel important.
This week I feel as if I want to crawl out of my skin and hide in my own world where it is safe to be. I am sick of feeling discomfort in my skin. Not wanting to face the reality of truth.
this is the saga of trauma from my youth
Sincerely,
the unlawfully accused
stay strong you are not alone <3"><3"><3
xoxo
