Anxiety overtakes rational thinking…
Silence fills moments of crawling uneasiness inside. Feeling of being derailed linger still upon cold heart. No escape in sight. No one around to hear my screams. So ashamed I can not speak…
Silence fills the years
Emptiness is yet filled with tears
Shut away
PUSH AWAY
in bone chilling fear
Don’t get near
Loneliness is all too real
Crawl out of the grave alive
yet still
Inside
She died
no where to hide
from self
not alive
Try to find the right words all the time in the mess of my mind. To find the things the parts of me hide. Face to face with regret
Sinner and saint
Miscreate
Yet the same
Shame
won’t wash away
shadows
in my dreams
Nothing was as it seemed
Poetry does speak
Stay strong <3 You are not alone
