…Insomnia
I can not sleep….
….I can’t breath
Depression so real
My world turns black and white
The color drips out of the walls of my reality
I do not want to leave my couch
I do not want to face the world
I feel so bad
I feel so alone
Existence feels overwhelmingly hopeless
My mind is in such a dark place
I want to escape
I try to eat away my feelings
That yell so loudly when I am by myself
I feel as if I am going nowhere
I got lost along the way…
Not too sure how to express this pain
This rage
Eating my brain
God…please help
I am not sure why you left me here alone
I am not sure why you did not keep me safe
I am scared to trust
I am sick of people forcing falsification down my throat
Please show me the truth
Stay strong <3"><3"><3 you are not alone
xoxo
