I feel so immensely ashamed of my body
I look in the mirror and have no idea who I am or what I want
I don’t know what I like
I don’t understand what I feel
I feel empty and lost
I shower two to three times a day to try to feel better….cleaner
The guilt wont seem to melt away with the water or with my tears
I feel so uncomfortable I don’t know what to wear to cover it
…I don’t know what to say to people
I don’t know how to express these emotions
These hidden stories
I dare not even know
The silence of my world makes me feel discomfort
…God where have you gone
These nightmares are keeping me awake
I can not escape them and I don’t know what to do?
My mind is a mess
I hate to feel this pain crawling beneith my numb
The truth comes alive when I sleep
I can not escape it
I hate feeling trapped
I do not feel like pretending to be OK
I do not feel like impressing anyone anymore
It is too exhausting
I am exhausted
I hate being a girl…
…please help
Stay strong <3"><3"><3 you are not alone
