His words are like bullets to the heart
It is distracting my inner peace
As they ricochet in me
Here are some logical reason why I should walk away:
- He was abusive to animals at a young age
- He is violent to property at a young age
- Has been to jail
- Got kicked out of schools
- Gets into fights
- Does drugs
- Has weird religious beliefs and viewpoints
- Yells at his mom
- Is attached at the hip to his mom
- Blames the government
- Is skeptical of everything
- He stole from a grocery store
- He lies
He does understand me more than most people. Made a very valid point. In the past I always keep men at a distance and break a lot of hearts because it is hard to know how to make boundaries with them or act just like a friend, or say no. A form of vindication for all my dad and other men took from me. It is almost like being an emotional bully. Which is wrong…
I feel like once you love yourself, you too can care for others. Be able to make clear boundaries with people. Hopefully even learn to forgive those that left these empty scars.
My anxiety is internally shaking
I can not sleep
Taking life one day at a time
Trying to make better choices
Trying to tell myself I deserve better and have plenty of other options in this life
What is your take on this situation? Have you ever meet a man like this in your life?
A beautiful dance based off an original Frank Sinatra song covered
Stay strong <3 You are not alone
