Sara!!! "you have to leave that boy"! No! I won't he is rich Mum, very rich. He shows me new things and how beautiful the world is outside your four cornered walls I’m tired of this house, I feel trapped, in fact, I feel like a prisoner. I'm leaving mom since dad's death you have made this house into a shadow of what it used to be the laughter and sunshine is gone… "Now Eric is my laughter and sunshine I didn’t know you were so allergic to happiness don’t worry I'll leave so you can wallow in your misery". Please my baby she begged don’t leave, "that boy is no good" she says her voice shaking, "he is good mum". "You just don’t see it, you are trapped by your pain". Sara! "how dare you say that", "he was your father why cant you feel a thing", I felt things mom I felt it a great deal, but I'm over it, Sara's father had died four years ago, it was a trying time for he whole family. "I'm ready to move on and Eric is helping me do that" she snapped at her mother.
She storms out kicking a picture of herself and her dad at her chastity ball, she paused for a moment clutched the picture close to her heart and left. Mrs Stevens never saw or heard from her daughter again. She wept till her eyes were sore like a Tesco orange well past its shelf life. She felt her heart break into a thousand and one pieces, her tears flowed freely, so did her love for Sara. Eric and Sarah moved into his pent house suit and room service made them comfortable, The laughter and pleasure was short lived Eric began to gamble, he lost so much money that he began to drink again. At some point he had lost not only his money, he had lost his mind too. On the 3rd of august 1988 Eric came home drunk and she was frustrated as usual. "Hey babe", he said in his drunken haze, "make love to me" he demanded "never! you wont even remember in the morning" Sara retorted, you are too drunk. "I'm serious woman" he said in a more serious but still drunk tone.
She dismissed him. He grabbed her and put her on the floor, reached for her bossom and squeezed "ow"! she screamed every kind of bad thoughts racing through her mind. "Hey baby give it to me he growled like a wounded Chimpanzee. He tore at her summer dress before reaching to bite her lips, he bit her so hard she felt blood mix with her saliva. Her mind and body completely shut down, she could not believe what was happening to her. The stench of vodka mixed with tequilla coming from him clouded her brain and made her dizzy, oh God save me she mumbles… she was too weak to fight back and her lips were sore she couldn’t move them. He reached for his belt and unzips his pants unleashing his weapon of disrespect. He thrusts and thrusts with reckless disregard as he grabs at her hair.
She lay still as she slowly felt her mind leave her, all she could see was her mum's face begging her not to leave with Eric. As he continues to violate her she notices her bible from when she was a teen sitting on her reading table, "I havent seen that thing in ages" she thought to herself… he stands up and wipes his face grinning, "that's how its done" he says in the most horrific tone then walks sluggishly towards the bathroom, Sara noticed the tatoo on his back, it was a symbol of the Blue code. "Oh my God" she gasps, she had never seen that, slowly she rolls over pulling the remains of her summer dress to cover her nakedness...
