As I try to bring My Girly Parts to and end, I continue to hear more fabulous things about our Community. It is making it truly hard for me to try to break free from it and start my new adventure.
Thank You
Thank you to all my friends and supporters. The warmth of your hearts is very much appreciated. I have made some wonderful friends via My Girly Parts and have touched the lives of many. You, my friends, have told me how much you enjoy the “bluntness” in my posts. The ability to talk about anything under the sun and some that other women would not dare to discuss; and the love for our Private Community on Facebook.
I Hear You
Loud and clear as a matter of fact. I have to say, in my previous post When One Door Closes, Many More Open, I was so totally excited about a new adventure. Then my next post, Dealing with Self-Doubt Can Lead to Anxiety, you heard my doubts and comforted me. Not too long after that, If You Feel the Timing isn’t Right, Do you Still Proceed was published. I read so many comments that said you were happy My Girly Parts wasn’t going anywhere. I heard you, I felt the love, but I still doubted the validity of MGP.
How Many Times
Do you need to thump me on my head before I truly listen? I heard your words, I felt the warmth, yet still wanted to abandon ship! I tell you, this menopause crap has gotten the best of me with my A.D.D. I swear it’s getting worse.
I’m Indecisive
I’ve never been this indecisive in my life. I’ve always been an opportunity taker; an impulsive person, but lately I find myself holding back. As we get older, do we tend to think more logically? Or does the warmth of this Community mean more to me than a new adventure?
Quit Rambling, Right?
So what am I trying to say?
I’m Scared
I’m scared to take that leap of faith into an open door. This door isn’t closed yet. Why do I continue to feel the need to close it? Am I running from previous posts of despair and depression? If that’s the fact, I can simply unpublish them, right? Am I running from a name that means more that what it sounds like? My Girly Parts. The name can come across as perverted, right? Yet, it means so much more than body parts. It’s a WHOLE BEING, a WOMAN in her entirety, right?
So why am I so scared?
You’ve Heard Me
Now please help me. Being I’m so indecisive and not thinking rationally, am I running away from something I shouldn’t?
As I write this post I think I’m finding my answers. Writing out problems can sometimes help you find the answers you seek. Do you believe that? Whether it’s a blog post of a short story, the answers truly lie within ourselves. Do we listen to our hearts or our minds is where the conflict comes in?
Resolution
The heart usually trumps the mind with women. Men are usually the opposite of that. Women are more emotionally and tend to believe more in the heart than the irrational mind that can be blinded. The heart never lies. I now believe I know what I must do, quit being selfish.
Coming Soon!
The decision from my heart: Do I take a leap of faith? Or do I continue to build upon a great Community?
