Tuesday

I saw my counselor Breda again this morning I had to finish off filling out forms for the course I am applying for It's basically a work/training scheme 20 hours a weekIt's a tailor made course for each individual So I will be matched with an occupation that I am interested inSo for myself I mentioned horse ridingAnimals And writing I'm really hoping a stables will take me on and train me And the great thing is That it lasts for four years It sounds perfect for me So I am really hoping it works outThere are ten places available With only two places left So I just hope I'm not too late applying We will see I guess Because the thing is Only a week after finishing work I  already starting to get boredAnd last week I misused my meds In an effort to fight the boredom So I know I need to get busy doing something Before I get in to a rut of abiding my Mrs and doing nothing It really is my dream to work in a stables I think about horse riding all day I dream about it at night I love for Wednesday's And my two lessons There are quite a few horse riding centres near me So I have a few options I'm keeping my fingers crossed they it will work out 
So I'm getting used to having less money again Now that  I am not working I have a lot less disposable income And it is an adjustment But I managed before So I will manage again 
I don't have a lot to say today I just wanted to check on and say hello Happy Tuesday....