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'Tell Me Why I Don't Like Mondays'

By Rubytuesday
I can't quite believe how quickly the weeks are flying inMonday seems to come around so very quicklyThe days can be long But they don't be long adding upAs usualI was in the doctors first thing this morningTodayTopics includedThe OscarsMaking films Horses and how my doctor is afraid of them Last week It being EDAWI told my doctor that I would bring him in something to read The something being the piece I wrote for the ED convention back in 2013So I gave him said piece And told him it was something to read on his coffee breakHe seemed excited to read it I don't know why I haven't given it to him before now I guess that piece is precious to me And my doctor being an avid reader I was worried about what he would think of it and my writing I haven't let many people read itI mean yesI read it out at the conventionAnd I have it up in my blog But they are strangers Letting people I know read it is another matter But anyway He has it now I'll be interested to see what he makes of itFrom a medical point of view And from a literary point of view He took it from me And placed it beside his computerAs I left It was all I could do not to reach across him and snatch it backAnd run out of the roomBut I think it might give him an insight in to the mind of a person with an EDI mean of course he knows the medical side of things And I guess that's his job The head and mind stuff is up to the psych team Anyway He has it now It will be I interesting to see what he makes of it next week
After my weekly dose of doctor I headed up to the pharmacy Handed over my script Then decided to head over to the bank to see how little money I have for the weekI checked my balance Which was just enough to see me through the next few days Then began walking back to the pharmacy It was a bitterly cold morning With a sharp windI pulled my coat around me And took my gloves out of my pocket As I fought the wind And tried to put my gloves on I managed to drop one And it being a windy dayIt took off down the streetI had no choice but to run after itEvery time I got close to itIt was whipped out of my grasp by the wind It was a wild goose chaseThere I was sprinting down the street after my wayward gloveI got quite a few funny looksEventually I made a huge leapLike an Olympic long jumperAnd landed on the glove Feeling very pleased with myself that I had managed to catch it
In other newsI am getting my next piercing done on Friday My sister is going to come with meAnd I am super excited!I am think that getting my labret pierced is going to be much more painful than my nose But I am ready for it And anywayThe pain only lasts a second So I will pull up my big girl pants And suck it upBut I am really looking forward to getting it doneIt's like buying a new item of clothing Something to make me feel good about myself My poor Mother is horrified at the prospect of another piercing She pleads with me not to get it done I tell her she will get used to it Just like my nose She said that she tolerates my nose ring at best Like a typical mother She says to me 'You're going to ruin your beautiful face'But I feel it will enhance my face And make for an interesting feature to my face Like a feature wall in a living roomOr something to that effect
I am becoming increasingly worried about my teeth As you know I had a lot of very labor intensive and expensive work done on my teeth last year And because my purging has increased again in recent months I fear my teeth may fall in to ruinJust like my real teeth didEvery time I purge I promise myself that this will be the last time But it never is I continue to purge To put my body under huge stressAnd my teeth being washed with stomach acid Every time I throw upIt's a worryAnd a huge incentive to stop purgingBut like any addictionIt's nigh on impossible to stopI need to do it though Before it damn well kills me 
With all that said I was wondering about you If you have experienced bulimiaWhat helped you to stop purging?How did you stop?And how did you stay stopped?Any tips or advice much appreciated....

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