Sorry

Apologies for my last post
It was only after reading over it
That I realized how unhealthy and silly it is to ask for feedback about my weight
It's not fair to ask you to comment on my weight
It's not fair at all
And I am sorry for that
I guess because I have been losing weight
I felt the need for validation
Even though I know I have lost weight
I still felt the need for someone to tell me
I am feeling the pull of my ED
And I have another confession to make
I bought alcohol today
Vodka
And drank it
I feel so bad
I feel like I have failed
I am slipping
I can feel it
Part of me hates it
But part of me wants it
I'm sorry
I'm just so sorry.....