Possible Break

I've been thinkingAbout this blogAnd wondering whether or not is a help or a hindrance at the momentDon't get me wrongMost of the time my blog is a force for goodBut at times like this When I am struggling andAnd when things are not going wellI wonder if I shouldn't be focusing on my real life And mending relationships here I've managed to hurt a lot of people recentlyPeople I care aboutAnd have a lot of time forI think I may even have lost a couple of people forever Which breaks my heart
Something which bothers me someIs that my blog stats shoot up whenever something goes wrong in my lifeAnd I write about it here I'm wondering why that isAnd why misery is more popular that happiness
So I am thinking of taking a break from bloggingI'm not sure yet if I willBut I think it may be a good idea While I put things right in my life and relationshipsAnd I have a lot of that to doSo if I am not aroundThat is why
In the mean timeTake care of yourselvesStay safe Be kind to you 
All my love, 
Ruby x