Ladies and gentlemen! I am finally going to Vegas in November! I am so excited, considering I have a friend who’s gone a million times and keeps saying how amazing it is (you know who you are!)! My poor liver.
I am quite fatigued these days, must be the lack of exercise and bad food. I’ve gone from working out 3-4 times a week to a mere one, or none this week. I’m still losing weight though, it’s the bad eating habits too. Sometimes I don’t eat for 12 hours if I’m on a night shift, I know, that’s horrible. Sometimes there isn’t time! Today feels like a movie/pizza night, add some ice cream to that and I’m in heaven.
Tomorrow, I get to see my lovely man. It’s always kind of exciting each time because we don’t see each other often. I’m trying really hard not to care about the stupid things, like not texting each other often. I know that stuff shouldn’t matter as much, it’s the stuff you do when you’re together (which is amazing, he makes me laugh :)..and he has the SOFTEST hands ever). It makes me feel a bit clingy to be honest, and I do NOT like feeling clingy. I just like to talk to the people I care about that’s all. I know this grown up business doesn’t always allow for time to do that though. What do they say?
Absence makes the heart grow fonder
Not sure if that’s true? Haha, I’m still learning so many things. I love learning and being challenged. My job is a great outlet for that. There’s never a dull moment and I love it. I had my first death this set, it was weird. I thought I was going to be more emotional but I wasn’t. I felt indifferent. Maybe because it was expected? I can’t imagine what family members go through when a loved one passes. I’ve been fortunate enough not to lose anyone I love and I do not look forward to the day.
That’s it for now! My pizza awaits!…or I await for my pizza since it’s not really here yet…
