Its Hard.

The most scary thing in the world is opening up to another person and being vulnerable, its the hardest thing I have ever had to do, and will still have to do. Its so hard, I have always been guarded and I mask my feelings well because I  feel that if and when I open up to someone and I allow myself be vulnerable, I will loose myself or that I will be lesser in some way and or will get my heart broken. I don't know if you understand but thats how I feel, it's hard... very hard.