Happy Janmashtami and A Very Happy Independence Day Everyone!
Here is this post for myself! A letter to remind myself how good I have been doing and how far have come. I get disturbed by someone who becomes sarcastic or keeps gossiping about each and everything. But Ain't there all kind of people who make this world? How productive would it be for me and anyone if we will keep getting affected by every such person who are not content with themselves? Not at all!
Everyone has a journey called life and this has no destination. We might trick ourselves into thinking that there is a destination called career, house, car or people in or lives. But nope it isn't! I forget that I have my life-track to run on and I have to decide who I want to give my power to. I have to learn how to conserve my power and invest on only those special moments and people who I want to touchdown as I run and cross the hurdles.
I have to learn that it is not important to give explanation to everyone now matter what they are thinking about me. My job is to do what I think is right and will make me proud. I clearly don't feel good when I don't like someone and actually make efforts to explain to people why I don't like them. That is not me and I have to learn how NOT to explain! It's okay not to like someone and it's okay not to get involved in anything that sucks my energy and leave me feeling guilty or unhappy.
I remember a video in which, Maya Angelou said when I walk into the room I take thousands of people with me who love me, respect me and believe in me. Or something like this! I have decided to walk with this attitude that I am not alone. I am walking with everyone who loves me and looks-up to me! My Baba (grand father), my parents, my husband and daughter and those friends who have been with me throughout and last but not the least - my soul.
I have to learn that every time I see huddles, that huddle is telling me that I have to up my game and I have to change. Change is always good! But I don't have to look-down because of those huddles. I have to learn how my heart already knows that there are certain people who don't need my time or energy. I have to learn how just smiling and directing the topic of the discussion to be more productive is all I need to do for my own peace.
And it's okay to walk away sometimes. Everyone understands everything but their intellect has not reached the point where they are open to understand. Some think that mingling with each and everyone is the way it should be done. But to me, it's necessary not to mingle with everyone on every drop of the hat. It's fine to just listen to song and walk my own path. And it's totally fine if they have so much time to look at me and make me the topic of their talks. It's all decisions!
It's all decisions! To me it's important to witness the things I did wrong and learned, so I can cherish the good ones. And I walk my heads-up high. I want to give reasons to myself to be proud of and that I did what I wanted! All I want is to stick to my decisions!Makeup & Outfit Details
Face - Deborah Milano BB Cream in 04 APRICOT
Eyes - Chambor Eyeliner and Gel Eyeliner
Lips - (Fake) Kylie Matte Liqid Lipsticks in "Kristen" and "Exposed"
Nails - Faces "Grey Matter"
Jeans - Westside Heels - Marie Claire, Bata White Camisole - Thrifted Long Cotton Jacket - Selfie Kurtis sold by a close friend in Banaras Earrings - Instagram Store Thrift, Therapy and Us
What is your decision that you would like to stick to? What changes do you want to see in yourself?
Love and Light
JMS
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