It seems that blogger is gone a bit quiet againThere are the same core group of writers But it seems every day another blogger drops off the face of the blogosphere Please let me know if you are thereIf you are reading If not commenting If you are lurking If you are dropping in every dayOr from time to time If you are struggling Struggling to hold it together Struggling with your EDAddictionDepressionAnxietyBPDOr some other mental illness If you have all but given up hope If you can't see a way out If you are falling with out a safety netIf you have surrendered to your demonsIf you can't face another dayIn this headThis body This life If you are afraid Terrified of life without your crutch If your thoughts torment youSo negative And so destructiveIf you can't ask for helpYou want toBut you can't If you feel like giving upBecause you don't have the energy to keep fighting If you feel beaten down by lifeBy your illnessIf you are thinking of disappearingBecause you believe you are nothing but a burdenIf you are holding on by your fingertips Slipping everydayIf you are frustrated because people presume thdt you look well so you much be well If you have a passive death wish
But also if you are in recovery If you are fighting back If you refuse to give in to your demons If you are fighting for a better life For you and your family If you have been knocked down But you keep getting back upDusting yourself offAnd start again If you are in treatment InpatientStruggling to meet your goals And regain weight Or if you are outpatient And trying to recover with the support of home and your family and friends If you believe that there is life after addiction and ED If you are working to regain weightMaintain weightOr lose weight If you have slipped or relapsedAnd are trying to get back on track If you believe you deserve better If you want better for yourself If you want to likeAnd even love yourself If you want to live
Let me know Who you are?What is your story?Where are you in your life?Why do you read? What do you want out of life?And recovery?Let me know you are out there....
