Gremlin

I don't know what the hell happened to blogger yesterdayIt seems some kind of blogger gremlin ate twenty of my followersI swear I was losing followers by the minuteAt first I thought I had done or said something that caused people to unfollow meBut then other bloggers complained of the same thing I was glad it wasn't just meAnd was a glitch in the systemAnywayWe won't worry about thatThose kind of problems are small fry
I am so very tired these daysAnd still very pale and a bit sickly lookingBut I guess that's to be expected I have made changes thoughI eat breakfast, lunch and dinner with my family at the table And do my best to keep it down It doesn't always go as planned But the important thing is to keep trying I kind of feel like my body is fighting my mind at the moment My body wants to do the right thingEat wellRest Moderate exercise But my mind craves oblivion Numbness Sleep I let my mind win for too long Now it's time to listen to my body To feed it Nourish it Look after itTake care of itGod knows it needs it
My meds are the big issue thoughAs they have been blamed for my recent bout of illness So againI've had to relinquish control of them And really stick to itToday is Sunday And for the first time in probably years that I've had meds on a Sunday So that's good Progress me thinks 
That's all from me today folks I'm off to have a little nap Then have some lunchSee you on the next post....