General Update

Monday againThe start of another weekTime goes by so very quicklyAs per usualI saw my doctor first thing'Any crack?' He asked meSo I told him about HoneyAnd having to go to my hometown to see a vetHe asked me if it was hard going back thereGiven that's where I grew upAnd did a lot of my usingI told him that I always go with someoneBut that I did feel uneasy bring there I thought about telling him about my blast from the pastThe boyAnd I did mention itI told him that even though I moved across the country to get away from drugs and the people I used withThe past has a way of catching up on us
I've been thinking about the boy situationI'm wondering if maybe I'm thinking about him a lot As he is the first male I've had a frisson with since starting to recoverBoys just weren't on my agenda when I was illI didn't want to liveNever mind share my life with someone elseMaybe I shouldn't let myself fall for the first boy that shows an interest in meThere's plenty of fish and all that
In other newsMy weight has been stable recentlyAt a BMI of 19 - 20I think I am ok with that I can live with thatI can work with that 
Honey has made a miraculous recovery And is back in fighting formI think she looks so cute with one little eyeLike a teddy bear whose eye has fallen outShe is coming for walks again nowIt just been myself and Lea for a couple of weeksWhich was nice as I got to spend some quality time with LeaHere are said dogs......