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Crush!

By Rubytuesday
PsssssstYou Yes you Come here Closer Closer stillI need to tell you a secret Over the past few weeks I've developed a little crush on some one We were just friends at first And to begin with I had no feelings for this personBut recently I have found myself enjoying this persons company more and more And also find myself thinking about them We see each other quite regularly And as I said We have just had nothing more than friendship So this has really been a bolt out of the blue I don't want to say too much yet For fear of who may read this But I enjoy this persons company We get on great And have a lot of fun togetherThere is one problem thoughI don't know whether he has a girlfriend or not And I am finding it difficult to find out I don't want to ask him straight outSo I guess I should speak to his friends To see what the situation is
This guy is a good guy Smart Funny Witty Very easy to get on with  Now at the point where I feel a bit awkward around this personAnd I really can't tell if he likes me or not I've spoken to my sister about it She is such a messerAnd has already made up a song about myself and this guy She is getting great mileage out of this 
So This is where you come in I need advice Solid, sensible advice I haven't had a crush in the longest time Dating and guys just weren't on my radar I was too busy trying to stay alive And live some semblance of a normal life So really this is my first crush since I started to recover It's quite a strange but good feeling I mean shitI am so out of practice as regards flirting and dating So rusty I feel like a teenager with a crush It's fun and exciting And it reminds me not to take myself or life too seriously I think it's a good sign when you can have a proper laugh with someone If you can make me laugh I am seriously impressed
So What do I do?First things first I need to do a little digging And find out if this guy is single As it's very possible this could be over before it starts And I need to be prepared for the fact that this person may be in a relationship And if he is WellThere's not a whole lot I can doOther than accept it and move onIf you have any advice I will gladly welcome it I need all the help I can get right nowI mean What is the etiquette these days?Do people ask each other out?Do they date?Where do people go on dates?I guess for the first one A coffe is fine As it's not for an extended period of time its in public And easy to escape from if needs be Also I think an activity based date can work brilliantly As then you automatically have something you share And something you can talk about I don't know you guys I really need you in out on this one So do let me know what you thinkAaaaahThis is so nerve wracking Yet exciting Hello life Here I come.....!

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