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By Rubytuesday
I remember a few months agoSaying to one of my friends That I wished I had some boy drama in my lifeAnd I meant itWell now I do have some boy drama in my lifeAnd as fun and exciting as it all isI am thoroughly confusedThe last few days have gone something like thisSundayI texted the boyAnd invited him to call out the next dayAs I thought I would have the house to myselfBut it turned out that I didn'tSo that idea was scratched 
MondayWe arranged to meet on TuesdayAfter my counseling appointmentBut then he texted that he had to workSo I headed homeAnd told him he could call out when he was doneThen he texted that he had a flat tyreAnd could I go out to himHe the sent directions to his houseBut I was feeling sleepy with my meds And didn't feel comfortable driving that farSo I was the last one to textAnd to him to text me when he could meet upThat was last nightAnd I haven't heard from him since
I have to sayThis is wrecking my headThe constant texting back and forthThe not knowing if he likes meOr what he really wantsI was so tempted to send him a text asking him straight out if he likes me or whatI'm not sure if this is game playingI hate game playingI much rather someone would be honest with meIt saves so much time and energy
And the funny thing isThat I'm not even sure that I like this guyAnd yetI want him to like meThe rational part of me knows it's not a good idea to get involved with this guyI know it could all end in tearsEvery fiber of my being is telling me to stay away from himYet I feel strangely drawn to himWhy is that?Is it because I want what I can't have?Is it because he is a so called 'bad boy'?Is it because he is the first guy that has featured in my life since I've started to recover?I really don't know
As I have said before I am so rusty and out of practice as regards dating and matters of heart I feel like I teenager againTrying to figure out if the boy likes meTrying to figure out if I like himOr if I like the idea of himReading his textsTrying to read between the linesAy ay ay 
So ladiesMy lovely ladiesI know some of you are in relationshipsSome of you are marriedAnd some of you are single like me I need your helpWhat do I do?What should my next move be?Do I text him again?Or wait for him to get in touch with me?My feeling is that I should wait for him to make the next moveBut I could ge wrong
Damn this is so confusing I am so baffled people HELP!!!!!!

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