5 Years On...

Next month
I celebrate 5 years bloggingIt's hard to believe So much has happened in those years And every bit of it documented It's been an emotional roller coaster So many ups and downsHighs and lows Recovery and relapseIn to treatment Trying to recover from home Addiction issues Holidays Courses Relationships My dogsCoco And my life now Where I am quite happy and content I hate to write this And part of me is really fighting this But I think my blog is coming to a natural end For many reasonsBlogger seems very deadThere is no buzz about it the way there used to be I'm now using Facebook more And my own Facebook page I don't use blogger half as much as I used toSo I think it's time to slip away quietly Of course this is not goodbyeI will still keep in touch with you allThat is not chsngingBut I will no longer be updating here Life is shooting forward at light speed And I can barely keep upA lot of times I don't have the time to sit down and write a lengthy postThings with my ED have also moved onI don't restrict Purging is a rarityI don't weigh myself I don't deny myself food My ED I'd gradually becoming part of my past Not my present So I just wanted to take this opportunity To thank you allFor your comments Your kindnessYour thoughtful wordsYour patience Thank you for being there For reading For listening For gently guiding me For never giving up on me For believing in me Thank you for becoming part of my story For loving  me even though I hated myself Thank you for your advice Your wise words and sage suggestions For being a good friend For telling me what I needed to hear rather than what I wanted to hear Thank you for taking my story in to your hearts For sending me love from the four corners of the world Thank you for letting me cry For making me laughFor allowing me to be myself For accepting meFor being the voice of reasonThank you for reminding me that I am unique That I am lovable And that I am not a bad personThank you for never giving up on me For providing a safe place for me to fallFor forming a supportive community of ED sufferers You girls saved my life and my sanity over and over againThank you I love you I will never forget you
If you want to stay in touch Please email me Andthenshedisappeared@yahoo.ieWe can Facebook or whatever suits you
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