After the most stressful 8 weeks to date, classes are finally over and I can get back to having a somewhat normal schedule again. It's a relief to be quite frank. This last few weeks has taught me that it's ok not to be able to handle everything and it's taught me that sometimes things have to be taken out of the equation to make that equation balance out again. I've made some big girl decisions (actually starting today) that I'm pretty proud of and I hope to be able to continue as I've given myself my word.
Those decisions are:-I'm going to stop drinking. Cold turkey. It hasn't done anything beneficial for me and there's nothing wrong with being the DD. -My health is in my hands and I have the right and the power to take control of that and I am. -I HAVE to get financially stable before I graduate from college and make the big move to GA. -My blog is my passion and no one should ever stop me from creating and expressing myself through it. -I'm going to start going back to church and continue to go back to church. My spirit and my relationship with my creator NEED it. C'est la vie (life goes on) can work for so many things but to sit back and not take action is just plain lazy. xoBCC
