This is a hard one to write but I really do think I should put my baby up for adoption, its for the best. When I found out I was pregnant I wanted an abortion as I wasn’t sure who the babies dad was, it was either my ex or my kids dad (not together) and I didn’t want be single mom of 3.
I was careful but clearly accidents happen. An abortion goes against everything I believe in though so I didn’t. Now I am near the end of pregnancy and cant help but think should I put my baby up for adoption.
I am trying my hardest with my other two kids but know I wont cope with another one, no matter how much I try to convince myself I will.
So thing is how do I go about having my baby adopted at birth?
I have everything for this baby but its not about things its about being able to give them the best of everything and that includes my time and attention and love.
I think all my kids would be better off without me as their mom. Better chances in life. I thought about giving the kids dad custody of them but i cant bring myself to do it and he wont agree to it anyway.
I know I am in a bad place but I cant keep going on like this and kids deserve better
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