October Update

To quote one of my favorite lines in a Kevin Smith movie said by Silent Bob, "I got nothin". I literally can not find the enthusiasm for writing since I've been struggling. I also don't have anything for this week's Back in the day Wednesday.
I'm still not back on the wagon, but I'm definitely doing better. I actually haven't gained a lot of weight. I went to my meeting Monday night and I've only gained .8! I'm on maintenance, that actually gives you extra points, so that I can keep myself where I am and not gain. So far it seems to be working. I thank my brilliant Stepdaughter for coming up with that! I'll slowly bring my points down once I can go more than a week without going over points more than once a week.
Eventually, when I get a handle on this I'll write more personal stuff because right now I definitely don't feel much like a weight loss guru. I feel like a hypocrite and a big phony giving advice and telling stories while I'm struggling. Maybe my upcoming birthday might give me the push I need.
As always, thank you for reading.