I really need to write this after the week we have been through and focus on some positive moments. Otherwise it just all becomes tragic and miserable. Will had it even tougher after my last post, so just surviving the week was a goal in itself.
1. Will tells me when he has self-harmed. Even if it means the surreal moment of cleaning his distressed leg.
2. Got a mental health plan done finally (that alone needs a post) so can now start the psychologist process.
3. Will wanted a few hugs and kisses this week. Mostly he keeps to himself.
4. Has been a good weekend for both of us, just keeping each other company.
5. Sophie is doing so well. Has found a doctor, and put herself on his care list, checked her BMI and ordered blood tests to make sure she is going fine. Awesome girl.
6. It rained last night. (simplistic – no way).
7. God always has a plan, even if it takes a while to find it and you have to take the long way around.
8. God has been so good in other areas, answered prayer and forward movement.
9. Just breathing and realising that whilst I don’t have answers, it will be OK. Never give up hope.
10. Gorgeous breeze after two shockingly humid and hot days.
11. Ironing is almost done. Two shirts to go. I HATE ironing.
