Im Really Dumb at Math

AND LIKE I HATE IT IN STUFF AND IM MAINLY STARTED GOING INTO JOURNALISM BECAUSE I HEARD YOU DIDNT HAVE TO TAKE AS MUCH MATH WITH IT IN COLLEGE AND LIKE I HAVE TO DO IT PRECALC AND CHEMISTRY A LOT AND I JUST DONT GET IT LIKE NUMBERS????? DO NOT UNDERSTAND???? WHY ???? AND IM JUST PRETTY DUMB AT IT AND GENERALLY DO POORLY AND IT MAKES ME WANT TO SLASH MY WRISTS VERTICALLY INSTEAD OF HORIZONTALLY BUT TODAY I PASSED MY MATH TEST AND I STUDIED FOR LIKE 10 HOURS AND ALSO MIGHT HAVE SACRIFICED MY FIRST BORN CHILD BUT I PASSED I PASSED NOW I HAVE C IN MATH AND OK IM STILL FAILING CHEMISTRY BUT I CANT EVEN PRONOUNCED STOICHEMISTRY RIGHT SO ITS ALL OK