![I just can't.... I just can't....](http://m5.paperblog.com/i/124/1243736/i-just-cant-L-os1MyB.jpeg)
That is #1Hubby and his boyfriends at MY Champagne Bar in Bali. Bastard. While I am home looking after his sick children. Double bastard. And missing a blog-related trip. Triple bastard. I won't even get into the unspeakables that THREE kittens are subjecting me to, on my own. Quadruple bastard. EXHAUSTIPATED : Too tired to give a shit. But I will later. And I will refer to this post when I need to remind myself why I am going all woe is me martyr. In case my flu fatigue causes me to forget all the crosses that I am bearing while he is boozing in Bali at MY bar. **Nobody mention all the trips I take to exciting places like the US for BlogHer, Cambodia and Vietnam (annually), or the girls trip to Bali with my sister wives just a couple of months ago. I bet this is how he feels every time I go away. Totally does not count right now.