This post is to all those who are still struggling to weight gain but are compelled to exercise. Exercise is a form of purging, is unhealthy, and has a negative effect on the body’s ability to recover. Basically all the food you are eating to weight gain is being used to fuel the exercise regime and your body is still self-destructing.
From Libero Network, Jodie Mechielsen
“Exercise is good for you. You’re not doing anything wrong, keep exercising. It will make you fit and strong and lean. You’re not exercising too much, those other people are just jealous. You’re only feeling tired because you’re so unfit, exercise more. You have to work hard if you want results.”
That was what my ED said to me day in and day out to keep me trapped and compulsively exercising. I know now that voice was lying. I work as an exercise scientist, personal trainer and group fitness instructor and study exercise physiology at university so a very large portion of my life revolves around exercise.
When I first started exercising, I genuinely loved and enjoyed it, but as my ED developed it began to use this to its advantage. I began exercising excessively and obsessively, yet despite all my own knowledge about exercise I still wasn’t open to the thought that I was doing anything unhealthy and denied it when anyone asked.
Exercise, as a general rule, is good for you. However, there are two factors which shift exercise from the ‘good for your health’ to the ‘bad for your health’ basket: exercising to the detriment of your body and exercising to the detriment of your mind.
1. Exercising to the detriment of your body is the result of the amount of exercise you’re doing and the lack of recovery your body is receiving.
At this point, you might even still be enjoying exercising (as I was at the beginning) however your body will eventually begin to feel tired, sore and weak. You may experience dizzy spells, fainting, irregular or absent menstrual cycles, difficulty sleeping, increased injuries or illness. The amount of exercise that is healthy will vary from person to person – what is healthy for an iron man isn’t healthy for me. My ED told me that the amount of exercise I was doing was perfectly healthy, because athletes do it and they’re healthy. Athletes also gradually build up to that level over many years, they fuel their bodies appropriately, they have regular recovery sessions and they stop or reduce exercise when injured/sick.
2. Exercising to the detriment of your mind develops because of reasons why you are exercising and the thoughts behind it.
You may be engaging in a healthy amount of exercise (or you might be over- exercising as well), but the thought processes behind it are still damaging. Being motivated to exercise purely as a means to burn calories, as opposed to improving the health of your body is a red flag. If you are consistently prioritizing exercise over social situations/study/work, feeling anxious or guilty at the thought of missing an exercise session, exercising because you ‘have to’ rather than because you ‘want to’ and/or spending a large amount of time thinking about or planning exercise, it is likely that you’ve developed an unhealthy obsession with exercise that leaves little room in your thoughts and life for other things.
Signs that you may be compulsively exercising or over-training:
- Irregular or absent menstrual cycles
- Depression
- Difficulty sleeping
- Muscle soreness, aches and injuries
- Prioritizing exercise over social events/work/study
- Exercising despite being sick or injured
- Inability to miss an exercise session or feeling guilty for missing an exercise session
- Exercising because you ‘have to’ rather than because you ‘want to’
- Exercising purely to burn calories
- Consistently thinking about exercise
- Exercising at inappropriate times (eg middle of the night)
So, what is healthy exercise?
Healthy exercise occurs when we exercise because it makes us feel good, physically, emotionally and mentally. As mentioned earlier, it’s difficult to set general guidelines on what constitutes the right amount of exercise for everyone; for most people 2-5 hours per week is an appropriate range. However, with some thought and listening to your body (and maybe some professional advice) you can determine the healthiest amount of exercise for you.
Signs of healthy exercise
- Exercise makes you feel good – physically, mentally and emotionally
- You can take a day/week/month off of exercise without feeling anxious or guilty
- You rest and recover if you are sore, injured, tired or sick
- You engage in physical activity that you enjoy (walking, dancing, kayaking, cycling etc), rather than the type you think you should do/burns the most calories
- You allocate no more time to thinking about exercise than you would to household chores or what’s on television
- You are comfortable with missing an exercise session to attend a social event/work/study
- You think about exercise as a way to keep your mind and body fit, strong and healthy; as opposed to simply a way to burn calories or change your body shape
