Big changes are happening over here. My firm eliminated my position today. We are parting amicably, and I will still work for a week or two bringing my boss up to speed. At first I was stunned, and I'm still a little raw. Tears have been shed, and a whole lot of housework has been done. But I know this is what I need to make a change.
For the past few months, I have struggled. Struggled with a pretty deep depression, my weight, and overall happiness...I've let myself get out of control, and everything is suffering. I lost myself.
I am blessed with the most supportive and loving husband, family and friends who are standing by me -- and lifting me up. I can't find the words to express how completely and utterly grateful I am to them today and every day.
Something will come my way. I am scared and excited about the possibility of a new adventure... to focus on me. For the last 5 years, the firm has been my home. And like any relationship, things get comfortable. Too comfortable.
I don't know what is ahead of me. There will be bumps along the way, that's for sure -- But everything is going to be alright.
