Uglytruthis

LATEST ARTICLES ( 108 )

• Blank Pages

  I feel empty…lonely…coldI am between the cold walls of secrecyI can’t even tell me what is wrongwhy I feel this depression sucking the breath from my... Read more

  Posted on 30 October 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Imaginary

  Halloween brings back PTSD feelingsThe feeling of panicThe feeling of being out of control of my safetyFear and anger just manifest in tearsGod why did you not... Read more

  Posted on 26 October 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Haunted Houses

  In this home of the deadMonsters hiding under the bedCold unfeeling faces stairUnendingConsumingControlled by fearNo one laughs or lovesStoic knifes behind... Read more

  Posted on 13 October 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Numb

  I feel as if I have become cold and uncaringActually I do not know what it is to feelWhen I was little I decided that hurting was too painful and unnecessarySo ... Read more

  Posted on 05 October 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Fear

  My mind is haunted and I do not want to sleepI can not escape my old childhood house inside my mindI want to move on and pretend that nothing ever happenedBut i... Read more

  Posted on 29 September 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Going Uder

  Lately I have felt like whiny little child…Maybe because someone inside of me isI had terrible nightmares last night of abuse relivedIt was terrifying and I wok... Read more

  Posted on 23 September 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Far Far

  I feel bad today… it is so weird to have feelings and have no idea why you are feeling the way you are feeling.I am scared to understand the reasons behind the... Read more

  Posted on 17 September 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Distoritions

  I feel so immensely ashamed of my bodyI look in the mirror and have no idea who I am or what I wantI don’t know what I likeI don’t understand what I feelI feel... Read more

  Posted on 10 September 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Sweet Child of Mine

  I feel so ashamed of my bodyI feel unworthy of loveI do not trust or let anyone close, I just want to be left aloneHere in the silence I feel the weight of sham... Read more

  Posted on 31 August 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Monster

  I am so angry and so numb, sometimes I feel as if I am wandering aimlessly into a sea of nothingness. Going nowhere in life I feel empty and bored of everything. Read more

  Posted on 30 August 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Zombie

  I feel dirty today. I have taken three showers in the last few hours and I can not seem to remove the guilt and ugliness I feel inside. I do not feel comfortabl... Read more

  Posted on 27 August 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Insomniac

  …InsomniaI can not sleep….….I can’t breathDepression so realMy world turns black and whiteThe color drips out of the walls of my realityI do not want to leave m... Read more

  Posted on 24 August 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Lost in the Painting

  Nothing seems to make me feel better…I feel bored of lifeI feel bored of myselfI feel deadI can not medicate away the lingering pain of the pastEmpty …incomplet... Read more

  Posted on 23 August 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Lost Trust

  I do not trust anyone to keep me safe.As a child your parents are supposed to instill basic trust within you. When I was little no one was safe and no one... Read more

  Posted on 19 August 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Puzzled

  My skin crawls with the memories of the pastI feel dirtyThe fingerprints seem to linger on my skinI can not erase them from my memoriesEver seenI can not wash... Read more

  Posted on 19 August 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Doll House

  Little girl peers into her tiny doll houseA metaphor of the house she livedEver pretending to be the perfect familyConfused on what is real and... Read more

  Posted on 13 August 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Hope?

  I don’t feel good today… I try to keep the broken pieces of me held together with a smile. I feel ashamed of my body and the things that where done to it. I fee... Read more

  Posted on 22 July 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Dress Up

  As a little girl my favorite past time was playing dress up and pretending the world was a more beautiful reality than mine was. Read more

  Posted on 22 July 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• Lost Poet

  I am but a whisper of the truth in the wind Ever to forget But forever do taste Cold reality Chocking the words from my throat Never to escape Floating in... Read more

  Posted on 08 July 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES

• The Guilty Ones

  Hold me until my fears wash away I am so cold inside …silencedI can feel guilt heavy on my chest. The insides of me feel bad. I try to hold it together on the... Read more

  Posted on 06 July 2014 COMMUNITY, SOCIETY, WOMEN'S ISSUES