Spearcarrier

LATEST ARTICLES ( 104 )

• Anger Concluded

  Now, this brings me back to an earlier point in my story. Anger can be very liberating and a very powerful force. I’ve faced people down who tried to make me... Read more

  Posted on 25 March 2013 DIARIES, SELF EXPRESSION

• The Anger

  I had already been turned away by a lot of researchers. One told me point blank that I wouldn't be able to tell him anything new for another book and he didn't... Read more

  Posted on 21 March 2013 DIARIES, SELF EXPRESSION

• Pasty Cline – Lean Rimes – Folks, It’s Not Patsy Singing That Song.

  A reader contacted me in private over one of my older posts, the Amazing Grace one. (And now I have found out I can’t hit “older posts” on my blog. I need that... Read more

  Posted on 18 March 2013 CREATIVITY, MUSIC, SELF EXPRESSION

• Dolls2

  Sleeping in that bus became a fight between me and my parents. I'd hang around in their house as long as I could, watching TV and trying to fall asleep on the... Read more

  Posted on 18 March 2013 DIARIES, SELF EXPRESSION

• Happy Day

  

  Today is my daughter’s 18th birthday, and I haven’t really had time to think about filking because of it. Happy birthday to her, Happy St. Patrick’s Day to the... Read more

  Posted on 17 March 2013 CREATIVITY, MUSIC, SELF EXPRESSION

• Dolls

  My older brother was given to doing weird things, and being his bus mate with only a thin wall of pressed board between us was a nightmare for one who tends to... Read more

  Posted on 13 March 2013 DIARIES, SELF EXPRESSION

• When the Pickups Got Real

  Growing up, my folks liked to watch a lot of documentaries about UFOs. It was of interest, I think, more to my father than my mother although she enjoyed the... Read more

  Posted on 11 March 2013 DIARIES, SELF EXPRESSION

• When No One Believes You

  The Cassandra Syndrome. According to Wikipedia: The Cassandra metaphor (variously labelled the Cassandra 'syndrome', 'complex', 'phenomenon', 'predicament',... Read more

  Posted on 04 March 2013 DIARIES, SELF EXPRESSION

• After the Dream.

  Sometimes what happens to you "at work" affects you whether they try to keep you from feeling it or not. Subject:Dances With Archangels Time:10:42 am. Mood:... Read more

  Posted on 25 February 2013 DIARIES, SELF EXPRESSION

• The Cook

  Sometimes I think one of my altars is a cook. Or maybe I cook for people on "the other side". It's just that sometimes I know things about recipes my... Read more

  Posted on 18 February 2013 DIARIES, SELF EXPRESSION

• One of the Next Projects

  A friend of mine, War from my Apocalypse Writers team, is a big time reader, and there’s a book series she’s been talking to me about. Read more

  Posted on 13 February 2013 SELF EXPRESSION

• Dream

  Subject:The theme is getting old Time:2:17 pm. Yes, I dreamed of the ex again last night. And it was another sappy moment, but thankfully I can't remember it... Read more

  Posted on 13 February 2013 DIARIES, SELF EXPRESSION

• Two More Dreams

  These two dreams were had directly after leaving one of the most abusive partners I had ever been with. This man worked in Washington DC near the federal... Read more

  Posted on 07 February 2013 DIARIES, SELF EXPRESSION

• the Farm

  

  I was telling a friend the other day about one of the entires in this blog, and how it definitely is doing what it's meant to do. It doesn't matter if I have... Read more

  Posted on 04 February 2013 LIFESTYLE

• Planet of the Apes

  Date and time: 2003-08-10 16:15:00 I don't think this dream was of any significance. It was ape planet scenario: humans enslaved or wild humans being hunted. Read more

  Posted on 31 January 2013 LIFESTYLE

• Time to Be Super

  List of "super soldiers" or MKultra militant operatives that have come forward that I know of. I might be confused on some of them. I dunno. Read more

  Posted on 28 January 2013 LIFESTYLE

• Wuthering Heights Cover – Final

  Well,I’m not sure I’ll make a video with this. There’s only one part in the file I like and it’s all of 2 seconds long. LOL.  But here you go. Maybe I’ll make... Read more

  Posted on 27 January 2013 CREATIVITY, SELF EXPRESSION

• Dream from September 15, 2001

  This dream happened in Bayonne, New Jersey. In this dream there was a young man who resembled someone I'd been close to briefly. I named him Flower, but now I... Read more

  Posted on 25 January 2013 LIFESTYLE

• My Wuthering Heights – First Draft

  Well, the music is courtesy of Doxent Zsigmond, whose Youtube page is here: https://www.youtube.com/user/doxent They did a bang up job taking that high pitch... Read more

  Posted on 24 January 2013 CREATIVITY, SELF EXPRESSION

• Greater Heights

  I spent time today recording for my own cover of Wuthering Heights. I hated every rendition. I have a scratchy voice, and what’s in my head is a smooth voice. Read more

  Posted on 24 January 2013 CREATIVITY, SELF EXPRESSION