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Addiction, anorexia, bulimia, mental health, depression, anxiety, hope
LATEST ARTICLES ( 1112 )
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See You on the Flip Side
I've decided to take a break from bloggingI've been thinking about it for a whileAnd I think it's something that I really need to doFor myselfTo sort my headTo... Read more
Posted on 23 July 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
Confession Time
OkSo I'm a bit all over the place at the momentAnd it is showing in my behavioursI shoplifted againAnd not just onceA few timesWhat the hell is wrong with me? Read more
Posted on 23 July 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
Freedom Is...........
- Allowing myself to eat when I am hungry- Allowing myself to stop when I am full- Recognizing that this is a work in progress- Not putting labels on food as... Read more
Posted on 22 July 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
Rituals
I just published a postThen promptly deleted itIt was pretentious drivelIndulging my eating disorderFeeling sorry for myself'Looking for notice' as my mother... Read more
Posted on 21 July 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
Strandhill on Sunday
After swimming this morningI spent a lovely day in Strandhill with my Mum, my sisterAnd of course Honey and LeaWho are never far from my sideWe walked the... Read more
Posted on 20 July 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
Out and About
I did something this morning that I haven't done in yearsExcluding last week when I had to do it because Honey was drowningYes, I went swimmingI've had my... Read more
Posted on 20 July 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
N
I had an unexpected phone call yesterdayI looked at my phone to see who was callingAnd I was delighted to see the name Nicola on the screenNicola is a girl... Read more
Posted on 20 July 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
Let's Go to the Movies.......
I love filmsMy whole family love filmsWe talk about them a lotWatch a lot of filmsSo I was thinking what is my all time favourite filmI couldn't narrow it down... Read more
Posted on 19 July 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
In Your Dreams
My sleep continues to be a problemI'm not going to bed at allAnd just napping on the couchIt means that I am sleeping during the dayWhich also means that my foo... Read more
Posted on 19 July 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
Moving on
As I wrote a few posts backI have put all my 'anorectic' clothes awayI haven't mustered up the courage to give them awayBut they are hidden away, gathering dust... Read more
Posted on 18 July 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
As Good as It Gets
Before I got my teeth done yesterdayI saw MaryIt was another long and challenging sessionI am always tempted to cancelBut I wentFirst of all I was honest with... Read more
Posted on 18 July 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
Day 1, New Teeth
So today was the dayStep one of getting my new crowns for my teethToday I had short term temporary crowns fitted on my upper seven teethThey will last 2-3... Read more
Posted on 17 July 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
We Are Family
As you may or may not knowI am the youngest of fourI have 2 older sistersAnd an older brotherMy parents split up when I was 19And that was when myself and my... Read more
Posted on 17 July 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
Sleep and Teeth
So I have recovered from the drama that was saving my dog yesterdayHoney is completely oblivious to that fact that she very nearly drownedI on the other hand... Read more
Posted on 16 July 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
Saving Honey
It was yesterdayWe had all planned to go for dinner that eveningSo my father came down in the afternoonWe had a few hours to kill until dinnerSo he and I decide... Read more
Posted on 16 July 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
Labels
For the longest time I defined myself by the labels that had been put on me by the professionalsDrug addictEating disorderedAnorecticBulimicDepressiveAnxiousI... Read more
Posted on 15 July 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
Dana: The 8 Year Old Anorexic
I watched the documentary Dana: The 8 year old anorexic again recentlyThe last time I watched it was November 2012When I wrote this reviewI think it's still... Read more
Posted on 15 July 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
It Seems..........
It seems that the ones we care for the most hurt us the mostIt seems that if you show someone your vulnerable sideThey will use it against youIt seems that ther... Read more
Posted on 14 July 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
Doctor Day and Drama.......
I saw my doctor this morningAs you know I see my doctor every Monday morningAnd have done for the last number of yearsIt's not so much to do with my EDAlthough... Read more
Posted on 14 July 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
The Kittens
Today was a good dayMy sister and I spent some time with our other sister and my nephewTheir cat had 3 beautiful kittens six weeks agoThey are cuteness... Read more
Posted on 13 July 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY
