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• You Look Health..........

  The lovely Bella shared this with me yesterdayI thought it was very appropriate for where I am right nowAnd it helped me make sense of all the comments I have... Read more

  Posted on 08 October 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• Body

  I recently met a girl from treatmentWe hadn't seen each other in about 6 weeksSo I was worried about seeing herGiven my recent weight re-gainI arrived at the... Read more

  Posted on 07 October 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• Posponed

  I had been feeling a bit off form yesterdayMy throat was soreBut I paid no attention to itThen I woke up this morning (In my mother's bed because Honey had... Read more

  Posted on 06 October 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• 3 Things

  

  And so ED free week continues.......I asked my sister last nightIf she could bring 3 things to a desert islandWhat would they beHer reply was a Swiss army... Read more

  Posted on 05 October 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• Learning to Drive

  

  I moved to this area when I was about 24I had always lived in towns or citiesSo I never had any reason to learn to driveHow ever now I was living in the... Read more

  Posted on 04 October 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• To Wed Or Not to Wed.....

  I am now of an ageWhere I am getting invitations to weddings of my school friendsAnd if they are not getting marriedThey are at least settled in a long term... Read more

  Posted on 03 October 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• Keep Going

  OkAs you have probably guessed by nowI have been a bit all over the place thisAnd that's okI was just being self indulgent and feeling sorry for myself I... Read more

  Posted on 02 October 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• Once More

  Do you remember a few weeks ago it was my birthday?And my mothersAnd we all went out for lunch one day?That morning my mother told me that she was really proud... Read more

  Posted on 02 October 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• Untitled

  Like a lot of things in my life at the momentI am very confused about this blogI just don't know where it is going any moreI had a huge urge to delete it... Read more

  Posted on 01 October 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• 50

  I am 50 days smoke free todayIn some ways I can't believe it's been that longIn other ways it seems much longerBut it feels good to have reached this... Read more

  Posted on 30 September 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• ED Free Week

  I've been writing this blog for over two yearsAnd the majority of those posts have been about my EDI think I have finally reached a point where I am sick of... Read more

  Posted on 29 September 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• Inset Head Here -

  You know that your head is up your assWhen you go for an hour long walk with your dogsWith your headphones in your earsAnd you get back and realize you've been... Read more

  Posted on 29 September 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• For You, Yes You!

  OkSo you know that I have been tentatively dipping my toe in to recovery(Kind of, sometimes, maybe, a little bit, sort of)No I haveI really have been tryingYou... Read more

  Posted on 28 September 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• As Good as It Gets?

  I've been in a strange place the past couple of daysI can't really put words on how I feelAll I know is that on Thursday I was so hyperSo much so that my... Read more

  Posted on 28 September 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• 8am Walk

  

  Usually I am the first one up in the morningI am an early riserSo I usually get up between six and sevenI let the dogs outHave a cup of teaLea likes to get in t... Read more

  Posted on 27 September 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• Decision Made

  As I wrote a few posts agoA journalist contacted me as she was interested in my storyI spoke to her a few timesAnd she asked me a lot of questionsShe is a... Read more

  Posted on 26 September 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• Dance, Dance, Dance.......

  I love to danceI've always loved to danceEver since I begged my Mother to let me go to ballet classes when I was a little girlI remember when I got my first pai... Read more

  Posted on 26 September 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• The Experiment

  I seem to be going through a rather strange phase at the momentThings are a bit all over the place over here in ED landOne minute I am absolutely hating my... Read more

  Posted on 25 September 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• Tw

  I weighed this morningGod knows whyBut I didI've lost weightFor the first time in I don't know how longI've lost weightI don't know how I feel about thisA... Read more

  Posted on 24 September 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• One Thing

  

  We all know that we are very good at picking out things about ourselves that we don't likeI could give you a list of things that I don't like about my... Read more

  Posted on 23 September 2014 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY