So. It’s been a while. I’m perfectly aware. I know, I know – a blogger whinning about not posting regularly. What a shocker. But the thing is, as much as I would love to say that I haven’t been posting stuff was because I had been traveling or or had been incredibly busy, I can’t.
These past few months have been hard – the second half of the year, if we want to be more specific. While I acknowledge that my so-called problems are definitely inconsequential in the grander picture, that thing that happened a few weeks ago was definitely one of the more difficult things I’ve had to go through work-wise. Which says a lot about the comfortable bubble I live in, actually. I remember one friend telling me that I “have no real problems”. Maybe I don’t, who knows, but that doesn’t stop the feeling like the world was ending while I was going through it.
So yeah. That is my extremely valid excuse why I haven’t been as active. Something happened at work that in retrospect turned out for the better for everybody involved but, at the time, sucked out all of the energy in my body. I literally had to drag myself out of bed everyday and had to give myself a pep talk to just get through it, one fucking step at a time.
Needless to say that the experience brought out the worst in me and garnered me more than a handful of enemies at work. But for the life of me, I cannot find the energy to care very much. I’m just done with it, I think.
What about the silver lining, you ask? Well, I think that this conclusion of me not caring about the whatever drama that happened sort of game me back a little bit of energy to do somethings that I’ve left neglected – like this blog!
I have some plans on how to narrow down the content I want to put up here and also a schedule of some sorts to follow when uploading. I’ll make November my guinea pig for now.
Hopefully this little experiment can distract me until we all enter 2017 because really, I’m so 100% done with 2016.
