Of Dreams, Delusions and Reality

4 months.
That is how long I have been back and working, then suddenly it struck me have I given up on my dream to become a full time photographer-businessman?
It made me think a lot about what has happened to me ever since I left the corporate world? What has happened to my goal? My mission? 
So far I have been enjoying what I am doing on the other hand I have been craving to go out and shoot but I haven't been able to. 
The truth is I am torn between responsibilities and dreams. I guess I have woken up from my delusions. 
Come to think of it maybe, just maybe, I really haven't given up my dreams. Maybe I am just out of focus. Maybe I really haven't given up on my dreams because I am still longing for it and that I am writing this post right now. 
Just Maybe