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Ever wanted something so badly, You would do anything to achieve that ?
My husband and I had endless discussions about adding another child to our family. He always came back with the same excuses he wasn’t ready, he was told old, we couldn’t afford it etc… But to be honest I knew deep down once I became pregnant his feelings would change. He would soon get used to having another baby in our life.
I needed a plan, I needed to be pregnant every ounce of me craved that desire that emptiness in my womb needed to be filled.
I had begun taking the pill after I had given birth to my daughter two years previous. I decided that with or without my husbands support or knowledge I would simply stop taking the pill.
I began this straight away flushing each pill down the toilet so my husband would see the pack slowly decreasing. I planned this would stop my husband becoming suspicious of my actions.
Some may say my actions were selfish pressuring my husband into having a child he didn’t want. But surely my husband was being selfish by not giving me the child I so badly wanted.
For the next 6 months my periods arrived like clock work. I began to feel depressed I became desperate. I started pestering my husband for sex all the time trying to capture his sperm trying to ensure I became a mother once again.
Eventually 7 months after stopping my pill I began to feel light headed and my breasts ached. I knew deep down my wish had come true, I finally had everything I ever wanted.
I didn’t tell my husband straight away I decided I needed to visit the doctor to be 100% sure. They agreed that I was definitely pregnant now would be the hard part telling the man I loved that I was carrying his child.
I placed a positive test inside his lunch box of which he took to work everyday. I waited anxiously for the phone call, feeling on edge waiting to hear his reaction. He called on his dinner and asked if it was a joke.
My heart shattered what had I done …. Reality set in I’d forced my husband into becoming a father against his will. He was a fantastic father to our daughter.
When he arrived home I simply told him I was pregnant and I would be keeping our child with or without his support. At first he was angry then he became tearful the guilt began to creep in had I destroyed our marriage? Would my husband leave me ? How would I cope with two children on my own ?
We sat that night talking about our options he knew how much I had wanted a baby and he never once asked how it had happened. I presumed he believed it was fate. By the end of the evening my husband agreed to stand by me and support the pregnancy.
Our Daughter was born in January 2010 a healthy 8lb 3oz. Her father has such an incredible bond with her. My heart melts every time I see him with his two daughters.
So yes wrongly or rightly I tricked my husband and to this day he still doesn’t know. Without a doubt I would do it all over again if I needed too.
