Do you trust those that love you?
The intent of trust is something that we still make about other people not seeing that we have broken something inside that is broken inside the self. Trust is a very powerful word that becomes instilled in us at an early age. We trust we are not abandoned, we trust someone will protect us from pain or suffering, we trust we will be loved unconditionally. When this doesn’t happen what does it do to our trust?
Well let’s list these 5 things to show you trust in action or as an energy these 5 things are random yet will give you an idea you will find that you will find other words that show up in trust that you may or may not be seeing.
Abandonment
Abuse
Loyalty
Communication
Addiction
Abandonment – if you experienced this as a child born into a world with the love you have inside and you become abandoned by those that are supposed to love you without conditions you will then see that everyone will abandon you, you trust it! You trust as you find love finding you getting older you will trust that it will abandon you and you make choices to be with someone who will abandon you, not because of what happened to you as a child but because of what you told yourself inside that gave you the same energy to abandon yourself and make poor choices to make sure you find abandonment as an energy even someone who normally doesn’t abandon you will be infected with this energy in trust you have for yourself and will abandon you without even seeing that they are getting this energy from something you have hidden within you. Why not embrace this about yourself to not abandon yourself in this? Wouldn’t this be how you remove or heal this very thing?
Abuse – You lost trust because you were abused and you trust that you will be abused again feel the emotional truth of this and it will be a way to keep you protected, isn’t that trust? You even will find abusive relationships because the abuse brings you aliveness and you trust this as a part of your aliveness. It is not as sick as you might think, for the thinking is saying you will be hurt, you will be emotionally distraught where in truth you are distraught even before this happens. It is dormant for a period of time but in the back of the mind where the ego is accessing this pain and trauma, it exist within the emotional existence of a past experience you call to. This story inside as the story teller demands this be something you are still a victim of. Trusting in victim energy is always painful and always addictive. This story is always there for you to trust in. It’s purpose in trust is that you are pain and that pain has to be emotionally embraced and you must trust in that pain as a way of being. Not seeing that the trust is very deceiving and that it will only call to more of the same in energy that infected you in the first place. There are very disturbing truths about what someone endures that will do this to others. Yet when it happens to you, it infects you and takes you over and you trust that it will and so it does.
Loyalty – If your loyal it is a trust factor because you see that being on someones side is always a way to receive trust in return. Yet when this is lost with one and then another and then something else. You will hide inside and keep to yourself, you will even say you can’t trust anyone and those who shouldn’t be trusted find you highly attractive whether for a love relationship or other. They will betray you because you emit the energy of betraying yourself from what has happened to you. We raise ourselves to break cycles… the cycle of what this trust does breaks that breaking of cycles. In other words when you stop trusting yourself you no longer become loyal to yourself and then others who are not loyal to you or themselves will find you. So you decide to find someone who won’t hurt you and you find someone safe who won’t do you trust they will find out why you choose them and then the trust of that trust in them will start to be questioned? Trust you will find loyal and you will but trusting that you are not able to trust yourself will give you this for a little while and the symptoms of this will give you something else in this process.
Communication – You trust that someone will communicate with you and when you stop communication you expect them to give you the communication you stopped giving to them. Do you trust that they will give you something you won’t give them or yourself? Yes, you in there deep somewhere in you, you do! It is not on purpose it is by energy in purpose the broken record of communicating the same thing over and over again which is toxic to all communication especially the communication shared on this planet. We even use communication to attack in ways to communicate broken trust that we will be harmed in the process thus elevating this truth and it is returned. We are hurt because we trust that we will be hurt. Do you see the energy in motion this causes us is directly embedded in how we communicate without trust. Recently we had someone come to us about someone they met, they told them they were single because the last relationship they had they were cheated on again… they said they always seem to be cheated on. Do you know what energy transpired from this? Do you trust that what this communication did was actually seeking this type of energy to begin with?
Addiction – When you trust that you have an addiction isn’t that only giving the addiction power. I was a sex addict, I was addicted to sex, and when I told myself that I felt an overwhelming feeling, it made it easy of saying well it is a part of me that I can trust. And so, it made it so! Addiction to anything is a trust behavior that allows the symptoms to be dismissed instantly. You will not easily accept what the root of those symptoms are, you trust that you have it to cope with everything. The deep truth is in the dark to you and when you feel dark it only activates the trust you put in your addiction! I know this for it was me in all the addictions I could become addicted to. The darker you felt in the addiction the more you can trust that very thing will help you continue to feel dark. Trust is powerful it is a dependable friend that the ego can use to make you pay for being disconnected from yourself thus being disconnected from everyone else. Making sure you can trust any lies and seldom any truth that is not being noticed!
How is your trust? Can you see it clearly? Is it dependent upon others who will break this trust in you? Or is this already there in you because you do trust yourself negatively or don’t trust yourself positively?
See how trust is being used in ego to make you completely right in what the trust will give you without seeing that it gives you what is broken within you?
Do you feel this in truth to trust it?
Who would you be if you saw trust in this way? What would you start trusting and what would you stop trusting?
Love deeply,
Clark
