A Confession!

I wake up every night I find no one in sight I don't know the reason Is that due to treason?
I am deeply suffocated The suffering has abated But the pain is no less You can't judge my distress
I did everything I could You kept on saying 'You Should' I satisfied your every fuss You turned me into a truss
My soul is feeling forlorn It succumbed to the thorn I avow I cannot suffice A confession which I reprise