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Addiction, anorexia, bulimia, mental health, depression, anxiety, hope
LATEST ARTICLES ( 1112 )
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Soundtrack to My Life
Music has always been a part of my lifeIt punctuates my memoriesHearing a certain song has the ability to transport me right back to a place somewhere in my... Read more
Posted on 17 April 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
Food Addict?
I've seen my doctor twice in the last few daysI saw him Friday afternoonThe main reason I wanted to see him was to apologiseI was resigned to the fact that he... Read more
Posted on 15 April 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
The Broken Toilet
Warning: May be triggeringWell, it's happened againI guess it was bound toIt was only a matter of timeI've worked that thing way beyond it's limitYes, I have... Read more
Posted on 14 April 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
H.o.p.e
This week has been unimaginably hardI'm not quite sure how I got through itI'm on the verge of being in withdrawalIt's been lingering like a bad smellI saw an... Read more
Posted on 12 April 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
There's Something About Mary
Thank God for MaryI wouldn't have got through the last few days without herShe is the only beacon of light I have right nowThe only thing keeping me saneI saw... Read more
Posted on 10 April 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
Honesty is the Best Policy?
I'm so angry right now I could screamI could punch a hole in the nearest wallI could tear every hair out of my headI'm crying hot tears of pure temperI haven't... Read more
Posted on 08 April 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
Methadone
I've had quite a distressing weekI saw my doctor last week and he said he might reduce my methadone this weekSo on Tuesday he brought the subject up againI... Read more
Posted on 05 April 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
Curiosity Killed the Cat
It seems that a lot of us are struggling at the momentI read blog after blog and people are really hurtingIt truly breaks my heartAnd it makes me so angryAngry... Read more
Posted on 03 April 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
A Day in the Life of Honey of the Dog
It's Monday morningI'm waiting patiently for Ruby to come and open the door to let Lea and I inWe sleep in the utility roomIt's our little bedroomI spend a lot... Read more
Posted on 01 April 2013 COMMUNITY -
The Weighting Game
I saw Mary this morningAs I walked up the stairs to her office I became out of breath and felt light headedI paused at the top of the stairs to steady myself... Read more
Posted on 29 March 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
Live Fast, Die Young
So sorry to have gone AWOL againMy internet is down and it looks like it won't be fixed for another few daysIt's driving me nutsI've missed you all so muchI'm... Read more
Posted on 27 March 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
Lost
I don't know what to say anymoreI don't know where I am goingI don't know where this blog is goingI started this blog about 10 months agoI weighed a little... Read more
Posted on 21 March 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
What's a Messed up Girl to Do?
OkThis is the real truthI've pussy footed around this subject for far too longThe truth is I'm ashamed about my lifeEmbarrassedMy eating disorder has beaten me... Read more
Posted on 20 March 2013 PSYCHOLOGY -
Still with the Purging!
You know those people who have had near death experiences or have battled ill healthYou know the onesThey have these amazing epiphany'sThey claim that they... Read more
Posted on 18 March 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
F.e.a.r
Do you know that Ian Brown song F.E.A.R?Where he sings 'You got the fear'Well, I think I have the fearThe last week has been something of an eye openerI'm not... Read more
Posted on 16 March 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
Home Sweet Home
A big thank you to everyone for your well wishes and concern following my last postI truly love you allI'm home from hospitalGod, it's so good to be homeSleepin... Read more
Posted on 14 March 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
You Know You Have a Problem When.........
You know you have a problem when you wake up in the morning and count the hours until it's time for bed againWhen you spend more time with your dogs than you... Read more
Posted on 07 March 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
The Scale Tells the Tale
I got my period a few days agoOr to quote Cher from Clueless 'I'm surfing the crimson wave'Only my second in over 10 yearsIt hit me really hardI had crippling... Read more
Posted on 06 March 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
One Foot in the Grave
For the last year and a half Mary has weighed me once a weekBut a few weeks ago she asked me if I would do it at home to get used to weighing myselfI wasn't... Read more
Posted on 05 March 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY -
Bulimia
Sunday is by far the worst day of the week for meI've hated Sundays since I was a childBack then it was the day before going back to schoolAnd as I grew older i... Read more
Posted on 04 March 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY