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• Day 4: Fighting Back

  

  Today is Day 4 of Operation FreedomDay 1 went wellI was motivated and determined to kick bulimia's assI managed to get through the day without purgingHowever I... Read more

  Posted on 27 May 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• Day 1

  

  Last Friday when I saw Mary she suggested that I begin to take Ensures to supplement my diet and increase my ever dwindling weightI was apprehensive at first... Read more

  Posted on 24 May 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• The Publisher

  My brother's second book launch was on last nightThis time here in the town that I liveI wasn't particularly looking for forward to it as it meant having to... Read more

  Posted on 23 May 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• Wintergirls

  'Why?You want to know why?Step in to a tanning booth and fry yourself for two or three days.After your skin bubbles and peels off, roll in coarse salt, then pul... Read more

  Posted on 23 May 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• In Your Dreams

  I love sleepingIt's the only time my head is at peaceThe voices are goneThe arguments ceaseThe constant tug of war is silentI can slip away in to another time,... Read more

  Posted on 21 May 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• Little White Lies

  

  I was inspired to write this post after reading a post Emily wrote over at Bulimia GirlHer post was about the lies she tells to herself and othersSo I decided t... Read more

  Posted on 20 May 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• With Every Grief, Joy Repays

  I saw Mary this morningOn my way in I met a girlI used to work for her and her husbandI haven't seen this girl in years but I've run in to her 3 times in the... Read more

  Posted on 17 May 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• Underneath Your Clothes

  I've been thinking about how rarely I let my true self outThere are very few people who I am my true self aroundI mean where I can just be... Read more

  Posted on 15 May 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• I Love thisIt Actually Made Me smileSometimes It Feels It...

  

  I love thisIt actually made me smileSometimes it feels it feels like life is playing a trick on meTo see how far it can push meEver since I was a child I had a... Read more

  Posted on 14 May 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• Have You?

  

  Have you ever woken up out of a dream only to be disappointed that you're still here?Have you ever looked out your window at people and wished that you had one... Read more

  Posted on 13 May 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• See You on the Flip Side

  I've decided to take a break from bloggingI'm not sure for how longMaybe a weekMaybe a monthI just need some time to sort my head outTo sort my life outI've bee... Read more

  Posted on 10 May 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• Me V ED

  I've made a decisionI'm going to tryI'm going to fightI have toThis has gone on for far too longI've lost too muchI can't afford to lose anymoreI've lost 12... Read more

  Posted on 08 May 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• The Binge Monster!

  

  I have very few words any moreI just don't know what else to write or what else to doMu aunt has been here for the past week so I had to be very sneaky about... Read more

  Posted on 06 May 2013 COMMUNITY

• Hope and Faith

  I'm beginning to lose hopeHope that I will ever get wellI just don't know how to help myself anymoreI had two appointments today and I cancelled them bothOne... Read more

  Posted on 03 May 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• Thank You!

  

  My blog is exactly one year old todayIt's hard to believe it's been a full yearReading back on early entries, I can see that I was in quite a different place... Read more

  Posted on 02 May 2013 SELF EXPRESSION

• The Aftermath

  

  I'm home from GalwayIt's a relief to be back in my safe little bubbleWhere reality is suspended and I have complete control over everythingI really had to push... Read more

  Posted on 30 April 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• The Book Launch

  It's Sunday morning here in GalwayWe're heading home in a couple of hoursI have to admit I am relieved to be going homeThese days I am not a social butterflyMor... Read more

  Posted on 28 April 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• Galway

  I'm heading away today for a few days so I might not get to post until Sunday or MondayA huge part of me doesn't want to go at allBulimia wants me to stay at... Read more

  Posted on 25 April 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• The Full Feeling

  My father saw an article in the paper about a 19 year old girl who died from anorexia/bulimiaShe was purging so much that she dropped dead while watching tvHer... Read more

  Posted on 23 April 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY

• Rhodes Farm

  Yesterday, I once again found myself perusing Youtube for ED documentariesIt's becoming something of a Sunday afternoon ritualI stumbled across one about... Read more

  Posted on 22 April 2013 COMMUNITY, HEALTH, PSYCHOLOGY