What I have observed in the past is that some people do not understand spiritually gifted people.
I cannot speak for all, however, from my experience, spiritually gifted people do not dwell on or worry about things.
We have a heightened sense of awareness that keeps us informed about things going on even if we are not physically present in a situation or are nowhere around when occurrences are taking place. So if things rewind and playback- it is no fault or flaw of ours- it is a natural part of the extra sensory process that helps us to stay vigilant when necessary.
We can be anywhere and pick up on something that is going on somewhere else if we happen to get those vibes.
These vibes stay with us intermittently or steadily depending on the circumstances and nature of the individual and their spiritual radar.
Things that may have transpired within the past that may connect somehow to the present or future may arise as a warning, an enlightenment, or a reminder of something relevant.
A strange vibe that I get and have gotten periodically that proves to be confirmed is those whom for sick reasons of their own resent me for the person I am.
I remember during my early twenties, neighborhood people who knew of me hated the fact that I had nothing that they considered “dirt” on me.
I never understood these people’s low-level mentality.
If I did ever come to have anything that they were to consider dirt that did not mean the instance would be considered dirt to me as far as their warped minds are concerned.
They wanted something they thought they could hold over my head to bring me down to their level or lower.
When they could not do it, they worked witchcraft on me while spreading lies about me, harassing me in effort to give me a mental breakdown of some sort, and from what I heard to stop me from doing the things in life that I wanted to do.
None of them succeeded in their endeavors as my mind could not grasp the idiocy of what they were doing.
I was not affected and kept going on with my life while at the same time constantly aware of everything transpiring around me.
I knew they were not going to win because the darkness cannot overpower the light.
My father -who is trash himself- even had enough sense to admit to me that these people were wasting their time as the street-life is an entirely different life than those of us who are decent and of class, and that their head games and other off the wall nonsense was not going to work on me.
These people were determined and wanted to see my demise bad.
This originated from jealousy in the family many years ago.
None of this was normal.
Though for all this to have taken place, and these people initially coming after me when I was a seven- or eight-year-old child (when witchcraft was first placed upon me by my envious now deceased great-grandmother) I had to be very important.
Whenever an aspect keeps repeating itself in some form- and you are not the one who is entertaining it, there is some significance behind the matter.
What I have learned through my accounts is that I am a threat to certain negative people.
There is something in life that I am meant to fully accomplish only beknown to God.
Maybe part of the mission is sharing my experiences with others who may have experienced these similar things, and who were accused of being paranoid or crazy because of it or what they knew.
So many people have been destroyed, killed, and put in mental institutions because others would not believe or listen to them on account of conspiracies against them by devious, malicious people.
When God has a mission for us the devil will surely use his human minions to try to devour us.
I currently feel the resentment and animosity coming from those disappointed after all these years. I can even feel the unsettling energy from them within my body.
How I was not disturbed or ruined by the dirt that they tried to corrupt upon me.
Nothing turned out the way they planned, and they will all have to suffer consequences and answer to God for their foolishness.
Nobody bothers me at all.
And if a conflict or negativity does arise here or there as life will sometimes normally bring, I never assume or associate it with something from the past. Intuition or empathic vibe will let me know if something current is connected to someone or something from the past.
Life continues to be peaceful and normal as it should be, but there are a lot of evil, unhappy, lost people out there.
God gives us from birth the strong spirit to handle, undergo, and get through whatever it is we must forge ahead to or through.
