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• Super Soldiers and the Fish That Bloop at Them

  I've noticed this trend with the super soldier group that, in order to be validated as a super soldier, you have to have had some sort of military service in... Read more

  Posted on 21 January 2013 LIFESTYLE

• Another New Development

  So while doing research to try to find music and things to work with, I happened across “Wuthering Heights”. This is one of my favorite songs of all time,... Read more

  Posted on 18 January 2013 CREATIVITY, SELF EXPRESSION

• Saw Ye Johnny Comin’

  I haven’t had time to think about playing with music for months, so today I made time for it. I managed to get in a couple of hours to myself before my... Read more

  Posted on 16 January 2013 CREATIVITY, SELF EXPRESSION

• The Usual

  No, it's not Monday but my daughter had a bad pickup last night. She came to me sometime around 2 or 3 in the morning. Startled me awake. "I'm scared of my... Read more

  Posted on 15 January 2013 LIFESTYLE

• So You Could Say 3...

  The werewolf story: concluded... There is a cemetery in Schenectady that Fred had showed me and it was a gorgeous one. It dated from colonial times and the fron... Read more

  Posted on 14 January 2013 LIFESTYLE

• Crash and Burn

  This is a post I'd put on an Otherkin board I was once a member of. I'd remembered the day very clearly - more clearly than usual. Read more

  Posted on 10 January 2013 LIFESTYLE

• So You Could Say 2...

  Getting back to the werewolf story: I ignored what I'd found and continued trying to act like where I was could be a healthy environment. But by the time the... Read more

  Posted on 07 January 2013 LIFESTYLE

• Project Avalon

  New Year's Eve - last night. It's Monday, the day I try to spend doing research and putting things together. I stumbled across posts by a man claiming to be a... Read more

  Posted on 01 January 2013 LIFESTYLE

• So You Could Say...

  That times were interesting when I was younger. They were certainly a lot more interesting than they are now, although they were also a lot more traumatic. Read more

  Posted on 31 December 2012 LIFESTYLE

• Moon Over Star

  I took a moment to try to find out some information on alters that had their eyes sewn shut or were missing in some way. I remember faintly my husband mentionin... Read more

  Posted on 24 December 2012 LIFESTYLE

• A Strange Defense

  To continue my thoughts from the previous post, I don't know if I'd managed to open a stargate or not that day. Considering I was trying to go, once again, to... Read more

  Posted on 20 December 2012 LIFESTYLE

• Continued

  The thing about when we were young is that sense of Hollywood neediness - that feeling you tend to remember when you get all grown up. If you let that feeling... Read more

  Posted on 20 December 2012 LIFESTYLE

• My Soul Flew Home.

  1997 (Date estimated: back entry taken from my grimoire before it decayed entirely) A vision/dream. MY SOUL FLEW HOME. I think this was the first time I've... Read more

  Posted on 05 December 2012 LIFESTYLE

• On the Existence of Past Lives

  One of the big questions I have right now is, "Are my past lives really real?" As a Butterfly I've been lied to. I've had an entire history stuffed into my brai... Read more

  Posted on 07 October 2012 LIFESTYLE

• I Stand Unafraid

  When people hear parts of my story, they almost always say, "What a nightmare for you! I'm so sorry!" Well, not being able to pay my bills and hold down a... Read more

  Posted on 29 September 2012 LIFESTYLE

• So We Don't Meet Again

  Springmeier is out of jail - if it weren't for his books I wouldn't know what little I do about things. Yet, I've never read past an excerpt here and there for... Read more

  Posted on 11 August 2012 LIFESTYLE

• The House My Father Gave Me

  When I was about 18 years old, there was a woman who I thought was my friend. Her husband has been put in jail for embezzling, and I hung around her house a lot... Read more

  Posted on 07 August 2012 LIFESTYLE

• 1999 Dream

  Going through files tonight, I came across something I'd written May 20, 1999 - stuck in a folder and forgot. All these years later, I open it. At the time I... Read more

  Posted on 07 August 2012 LIFESTYLE

• I'm Breathing, I'm Alive: Where There's Hope There's Panic.

  When I stumble across the musing of others Flutterbies or, in most cases, people who fake it I see a lot of PTSD reactions. It's fashionable to react as if you... Read more

  Posted on 26 July 2012 LIFESTYLE

• Time for A Paradox

  This story comes from a long ways away. Once upon a time I had this dream: 2005-10-26 23:54:00 In my dreams last night, I was with Jessie on some great, green... Read more

  Posted on 02 July 2012 LIFESTYLE