I think bestest bonds don't last long. We had to part ways as she joined another school at a different place. Distance could not separate us. We met whenever we had holidays, in fact whenever humanly possible.Finally the wait was over, we both joined in the same college. But sadly, we couldn't relive our olden days. She had other people to give priority to. She chose her then friends over me.We were too near yet so far away. I felt helpless and lonely. I too had my new friends but her place was unreplaceable. 'At least we are still friends' I comforted myself.
Days are never the same. I'm through the toughest phase of my life. I've had a couple of knock downs. I'm still in the healing process. She is not there with me. I don't have her shoulder to cry my pains on. I winced. I don't have her when I need her the most. Missing her has become an extra sorrow in addition to the existing ones.
It is impossible for me to take such behavior. Personally I would never ever do that, even in my wildest dreams. I don't believe someone could be too busy to have time for dear ones. I don't know how can they avoid people so easily.
On an optimistic note, if everything happens for something good, let me see in a positive way.May be she is really busy. May be she was compelled to choose. May be she thought I would understand. May be it teaches me to be as detachable as the way I develop attachment towards some people. May be all this is for my own benefit. May be I should learn to take such things light hearted.
Many relations have a similar situation. Its paining, depressing, heart breaking.
The only thing you could do is cocoon such feelings and take those lessons with you for a better tomorrow.Thanks for stopping by....I would be glad to know your views in comments...:)
