The Story and the Story teller…..
How do we keep the pain alive? Even to nurture it is found in what we do when we experience pain and start to replay the story of how that pain was endured.. This pain is residual pain that is there as a means to create the space for suffering.. the suffering is the only way this can be the nurturing factor of pain.
When we are alone for example the role in which we play is the victim in this the result of the story that we are going to endure a happy beginning and a very painful ending.. Is this your story? Is this what you do to keep the pain alive? We make statements of not being loved and replay a mental movie to make this true. What does this energy do that is created in the story in the world of form? What does it give you? It gives you the pain you endured and sometimes it is amplified more because we now have this as our lie to keep the pain alive…
What if the story was rewritten, not in what your mind tells you about the story that is, but in your being of truth in being which is no story at all.. Just a moving truth in energy!
We asked the question who would you be without your pain… The pain is only a pain.. it births you into being more awake… When you experience pain why add the story to what that pain is to keep the pain alive? If you identity your pain with a story.. this creates the story to keep the pain which is what is called suffering… When you suffer it is because of the story of pain.. Is this not a fact?
When you watch someone in pain.. Watch as the witness of the pain get greater in the story they share with you.. Many of times this happen’s and we don’t stop to see the suffering and not extend a hand to hold them when they do. The story will lessen somehow, not because we didn’t listen but because we did so and absorbed this within them and take this within yourself. This to can either keep the story alive for them or give them a different view of the story because you accepted them and their pain threw it!
Being vulnerable to allow someone this release of the story is never going to end the story teller in any of us, only we have the power to do this. We do this by choice, we do this by breaking the conditions that were met to end the story for the story teller in the mind to continue. The ego is a brilliantly beautiful story teller. It directs you in a way that keeps this story alive within you. The core of the story is not pain anymore it is residue of the pain that is already within you. Scraping the bottom of the barrel of pain to the place where the words once said were in place to endure the consequences of a past pain to keep for later. This residue is the spots we have that remove any chance of pure light and keep us in the dark of our story to keep hidden from the world. The world is going to evolve to make sure this dark reach of the universe within you sees pain.. a pain that is no more true as it is that time stands still. If you see this your mind will say yes but… yes but is a lie you are telling inside to save some for later.. The path undefined is the path to what you would be without your pain in truth. It is how you remove time, being timeless is the only cure for the story to end… For time is what is in place for the mind to catalog any story to bring it back to you when it seeks the self in pain.
This databank is corrupted… ever reinstalled software that came corrupted, or what about erased the hard drive to start a new… This is the end of any story right? Who told you that you can’t erase the hard drive… How beautiful does your machine run if this is you in every moment? To include this one!
Love deeply,
Clark