Longing. What is it? How would you describe this word? Not the dictionary definition, but your own heart definition?
A couple of weeks ago I asked folks how they would define "longing" on the Communicating Across Boundaries Facebook page. Your responses did not disappoint. The thing that made them so significant to me is that I know some of the stories behind these responses. I know the ones with chronic illness who fight against pain and don't complain, longing for a day when that pain may go. I know the ones who have lost a son or daughter and carry that cruel act against the natural order of life in their hearts. I know the ones who have said too many goodbyes, the ones who have experienced significant loss of place and people. So as you read these, know that they come from hearts and lives of those who have suffered but continue to live. And to you who read this, may you feel hope in our shared experiences of longing.
The ache that lives somewhere between the fossa jugularis sternalis and the solar plexus. It both hurts and comforts - like Chopin's Nocturnes (see below). It needs no solving - as it cannot be "fixed" from the outside. Only the soul can move things in such a way that longing gets released - either into sadness or into action. - Eva Laszlo-Herbert
I am reading a great book right now, Pilgrimage of a Soul: Contemplative Spirituality for the Active Life by Phileena Heuertz. She has an entire chapter titled "Longing" and here is one of the ways she describes it: "Longings are like growing pains in that their origins can be difficult to trace, and yet they give indication of something deep and profound, something immediately true of us. In that respect, noting our longings and looking more deeply into them can function as a sort of 'thin space', in which God pierces our desires and then redeems them with a more devout understanding for how we can live in relationship to God, one another and all creation". - Dana Miller Baker
At times it feels like a dull ache and at times it feels like a stab in the gut. It is a soul hunger that is ever present. It is both hope and despair. - Joyce Lind Terres
Longing is feeling the distance between where you are and where you want to be - a place, a time, a person, a community, a stage of life, a depth of relationship, or even a version of yourself. - Tanya Crossman
A feeling of being distant...but yearning to be close to something or someone that makes you feel like your most authentic, truly alive, living your purpose self. - April
At the moment I would describe it as an unquenchable ache in the very fibre of my being that sucks the joy out of life. I find it hard to pinpoint where longing ends and grief begins as longing is such a large part of grief. It physically hurts to think about how much Im longing for five more minutes with my mum. - Jo Hoyle
Yearning can be animated or subdued. I sense 'longing' as something that might be initially inexplicable because it is "subconscious" in nature, and under the radar of our overly expressed emotions. - Brooke Mackie-Ketcham
A yearning...perhaps for something or someone lost to you, or for something you are working to accomplish. - Betsy Merrill
It's a reaching with every fiber of your being... - Laurinda McLean
A deep desire for something someplace or someone that doesn't go away. It is always there consciously, and or sub-consciously. The desire is more than just in your head, it's in your soul and deep in your bones. To put it in the words of the Psalms, it's in your innermost being. - Susan Haglund
Missing something so badly it hurts inside. - Laura Keenan
Saudade - Linda Janssen & Annelies Kanis
What do they mean by Saudade? I've written a lot about this word, as have others who have lived mobile lives. It's a Portuguese word that originated in the 13th century by Portuguese diaspora who longed for the places and people they had left behind.
The famous saudade of the Portuguese is a vague and constant desire for something that does not and probably cannot exist, for something other than the present, a turning towards the past or towards the future; not an active discontent or poignant sadness but an indolent dreaming wistfulness.
A. F. G. Bell In Portugal of 1912
I'm so grateful to those of you who shared these soul-deep responses. What about those who are reading? How would you define longing? Please share through the comments, and thank you - as always - for the gift that you give in reading and being a part of this online space. I will never take it for granted.
