Around six years ago, an eye doctor named Tom Little was killed in a massacre of 10 international aid workers in Nuristan province in the country of Afghanistan. The story made international headlines as the largest massacre of aid workers during the entire Afghan conflict. Many who didn't even know this man paused to take inventory of their lives. That's what happens when a tragedy occurs. You stop for a moment; you reassess and reevaluate. Often you make changes.
Tom Little had been in Afghanistan for over 33 years. He was from Albany, New York, son of an eye doctor and he loved Afghanistan and the Afghan people. To say that Tom Little lived outside of any box is a serious understatement. In an interview with a film maker who hoped to highlight the story of Tom Little, the producer said that all the news stories of the massacre focused on the last five minutes of his life. This film maker wanted to find the story behind the 33 years before he was killed.
I've watched the trailer for this film called The Hard Places five or six times - every time, I cry. The film challenges my comfort, my security, most of all challenges me to live life fully wherever I am called to go.
Now this is a hard call in my current situation. My "government-sponsored" cubicle is often a hard place to be. There are times when I feel underused and unproductive; times when I question whether I'm making a difference.
A grey cubicle is not sexy. It is not a place where the type of headlines that mean something to eternity emerge. It is a place that tests my patience, challenges my creativity, and often defeats my spirit.
But it is currently my reality. It is where God has placed me. And the call to live fully is no less applicable to me as it is to those in far harder places, far more difficult situations. I am weak in this context - and God delights to make the weak strong.
In the trailer, Libby Little, Tom Little's wife who was by his side throughout their years in Afghanistan, is heard reading a poem by Hannah Hurnard:
O blessed are the patient meek
Who quietly suffer wrong;
How glorious are the foolish weak
By God made greatly strong;
So strong they take the conqueror's crown,
And turn the whole world upside down.
As I embark on this year's Lenten journey, I am challenged to remember that the world is not changed through one momentous event, it is changed through the often boring, simple acts of obedience that I am called to every single day. The world is changed by showing up. Arguably, Tom Little's life did not affect the Afghan people through his last 5 minutes of a martyr's death; his life affected the Afghan people in his daily choice to deliver excellent eye care to people in need.
It is in the strength of God as shown through the weakness of men that the world is turned upside down. So it is today that I am called to be obedient to what I know. No more and no less, trusting the outcome to a faithful Creator in doing what is right. Today I am called to show up.
Reflection Questions: This Lent, what does it mean to be obedient? How can daily obedience turn the world upside down? Where are you called to show up?
