On a recent episode of True Blood, Pam’s (Kristin Bauer van Straten) hunt for Eric (Alexander Skarsgård) came to a painful conclusion: She found her maker in the Rhone Valley, dying of Hep-V.
Below in an interview with “The Hollywood Reporter,” where Kristin talks about the tragic flashbacks, her favorite “Pam-ism” and what remains for her character in the HBO series’ final season.
That choice of Eric’s is a defining moment in his and Pam’s relationship. What does it mean for her?
She couldn’t really understand this undying love for a human, but she supports him in every way. It is complex because Pam sees that they should have left — she takes the Authority seriously where Eric didn’t, and that’s why they end up in this jam. Pam was right. She said, “Hey, take a lick if you want, but my god, we have to leave. Let’s move! Let’s travel!” You get that male ego in there. For Pam, it’s hard to see. As much as she doesn’t understand his love for this girl, she hates to see him have to make that choice. She feels his pain, she feels only his pain — she doesn’t like to put him a bad position.
Now he’s dying, but you’re both looking for Sarah Newlin. Where does this season take Pam?
Pam goes through quite a journey emotionally because of the circumstances of Eric’s health, and we all know that Eric is central to Pam’s emotional life. Outside of him, we just saw the beginning of her caring for Tara, and then that was it. It’s a big year for Pam, managing and hoping to stay with Eric for as long as possible.
How does she handle it?
I feel like she is kicking and screaming. It’s impossible for her to think of losing him. Pam just is in denial and fighting for every moment with him and feeling closer to him. Some of us have been through losing someone, especially with cancer, where you know the person is dying, which I’ve been through, and there’s a real relinquishing and a sweetness and a closeness that happens actually more and more knowing that that person’s time is limited. My dad died of cancer and my best friend of AIDS. I’ve been through it a couple of times, and I also knew — not that this is as big a thing — but I knew that my time with Alex Skarsgård was limited. We were really enjoying all the time we had together, and I could borrow from that — how much we treasured every scene more than we did in the past, because we knew it was a finite quantity.
This episode also showed a surprisingly sad reaction from Pam to Tara’s death. How would you characterize that relationship?
I tried to kill her for a year. I was a pretty brutal mother, pretty tough love. Then we were lovers for a second, and then I abandoned her — I’m not the most nurturing mother. But it’s a connection that hurts when it severed, and Pam does feel it, and she does care about Tara. It was just that the way in which she was forced to make Tara, only to get Eric back — she didn’t choose to be a mother. She never did completely give Tara her due as a mother. Tara’s had bad luck in the mother department all around.
How did you like Pam’s ’80s costuming?
There’s a lot of hair, a lot of shoulder pads and [costume designer] Audrey Fisher found the costume I wore in the Rhone Valley. It’s a vintage Norma Kamali that is so amazing that we rented. The hair designers and the makeup designers went with that costume and we just went wild. I would have loved to have seen Pam in every decade — her ’50s, her ’60s.
You often score the best line of the episode. What’s your favorite Pam-ism?
I actually should make a list. There’s so many, these writers are so unbelievable, and I’m sure that I’m forgetting the really great ones! I did, the ones that pop to mind often is, “I’m so over Sookie and her precious fairy vagina and her unbelievably stupid name.” I just liked how Pam was delivering it while sobbing. It just seemed so truthful from Pam’s perspective.
As the vampire with whom she plays Russian Roulette suggests, is her snark a defense mechanism?
I’m sure that it is. She has an extremely unsympathetic exterior — it’s very thick, and I think it goes almost to her middle, and then there’s just this gooey interior called Eric. She definitely tells it like it is. She speaks the truth. Everything she says is straight from the heart, but she delivers it in the most blunt way. She doesn’t hide anything for anybody, she doesn’t help anybody out. I think especially in the Russian Roulette scene, she’s willing to die for the chance to possibly find Eric, so she’s definitely very raw in that moment.
Read the complete interview with Kristin at The Hollywood Reporter.com
