for the better part of 2011, I've been intensively researching THE BEST METHOD for suicide.Is actually looking into ways to painlessly end one's life against the law?
Will DIGNITAS ever open a UK franchise?
Anyway, I know all the ways how to do it. I'm just too much of a coward to do the deed, as of today's date. I am a total failure even at my own demise.
My only hope, the professional hit job. I know getting assassinated's not the same as suicide but there's practical merit in the cold dead eye of a marksman squeezing the trigger up close to the side of your face in public where you're an easy target, and he/she just asked you if 'you have the time'. At least he/she'll get a fee from which to pay his slave bills.
"Mike, what are you doing?" you may be bull-horning up at my virtual ledge. But that's not what I'm after, I don't want to be 'talked down', this is not a cry for help or pity.
The reason I want to die is THIS WORLD'S ALL WRONG, and You The People either a) can't see this despite all the information out there or b) you really don't give a shit what sort of a prison-planet slave-wage jail-bait child-raped life you live.
I mean frankly, someone send me a nitrogen headbag this evening. I have no faith in our spineless chaingang city-prison future where mankind is nothing but a NUMBER IN A DEAD PEASANT INSURANCE ACCOUNT managed by a few private individuals who are your Gods.
